"Come on carly ur not the least bit worried about sam?" Freddie asked a bit surprised of carly's reaction to her missing friend

"no Freddie, and u shouldn't be either u guys broke up. Also I knows she just home. She texted me this morning telling me she's ok and just ganna hang at her house again today" carly answered Freddie while drinking a smoothie

"I know we broke up but she's still my friend and I haven't seen her in 6 days" Freddie said worried

"ok I was worried at first but I mean she's dealing with a break up and she ganna need some space. I seen her yesterday an she's perfectly fine" carly walked over to the coach and sat down

"Sam hates me doesn't she?" Freddie looked down and sat next to carly

"she doesn't hate you. Remember the decision was mutual. She's just… needs her distance for a while. Give her time and she'll come around" carly rested a comforting hand on Freddie's shoulder

An angry Freddie stood up and walk out straight into his apartment pulling out his phone to text sam again

"Freddie its best if you just…" it was to late he already walked out " leave her alone for a while" carly finished her sentence sighing

Sam sat on the edge of her bed, a guitar on her lap, notepad on her left with a pencil resting on it and a tear slowly rolling down her eye. Sam only cried by herself never letting anyone see afraid they will laugh at the strong independent sam crying over a nub.

Stupid fredword same thought to herself as she continued writing her song

And I don't care if I cry

it should hurt you said goodbye

Sams tear hit her notepad as she quickly wiped it off afraid it will smudge her words

and I have the right to drag it out and make it worse

I'm going to take my time, 'til I wake up one morning and I find

That I feel better.

That's it… it's done sam said to herself feeling proud but disappointed that it was finally finished. She knew she would probably write another song about him. She wrote songs whenever she was sad, happy or heartbroken but mostly the 3d one. That means same must have 20 songs about boys who used her to get to carly or just as a piece of meat but to sam this song meant more to her. She wrote it about a stupid nuby tech nerd who stole her heart.

Sam shifted her position so she was sitting criss cross on her bed with her guitar on her lap. She grabbed her black pick that had "sammy" engraved on it. Her dad made that pick before he left… believe it or not they where pretty close. He was teaching her to play guitar when she was little before he left leaving her to finish learning by herself. She remembered when she first took interest in playing the guitar

4 year old sam sat on the couch as her father sang a song he had written about his little girl to her. He sang it to her every time she was sad. Sam watched his fingers glide from string to string effortlessly while listening to the soothing sound each pluck made mixed with his voice. It very well interested her

"daddy" sam whispered when he finally completed the song

"yeah sweat heart?" her father answered his little daughter

"can you teach me to play guitar?" sam said in a hush tone feeling a bit nervous of his answer

"of course hun" sams dad responded by picking her up and placing her on his lap. He gently placed sams tiny fingers on the strings and her other at the end. He strummed her hand across the strings creating a lovely sound. Sams eye lid up

"now you try it yourself baby girl" sams father watched as sam tried to do what he did but failed numerous times

"I can't do it!" an angry sam shouted as she stood up from her fathers lap and started to cry "I will never be able to play as good as you daddy"

"honey relax it takes time and practice… come" sams dad patted his lap requesting his daughter to sit back on it

She did as her father requested and sat on his lap. They sat there for hours as sam played a beautiful tune repeatedly with the help of her father.

They did that everyday till he left when she was 6 which she will never understand why. Sam realized her hands where responding to the memory and were strumming the guitar playing a song she hasn't played in years… she played the song her father wrote for her to cheer her up. Silent tears dripped from one eye as she remembers the memories in each lyric pull yourself together puckett. U shouldn't be crying sam cursed herself for braking again but then remembering Freddie. O how she wishes her father was still in her life to comfort her in this heartbreak but he isn't. She has nobody to help her feel better. Once Sam finishes the song she decides to visit the place she had her first kiss

She visit's the fire escape

Heyy the part of those lyrics I used are from the song sang by jennette mccurdy called "Better". usually I don't like country but I love this song. It gets me emotional lol. But yea more of the song will be up in the next chapter :D