katniss and johanna were sleeping in the same room , the day was tough for both of them , working hard although their bodies were weak so they can go to the capital . katniss was in deep sleep after training but she didn't stay asleep for long because of the same haunting nightmares she gets lost in every night night , crying , screaming and panting , she moved around frantically looking for peeta's soft arms and comforting voice but then remembered where she was . She heard her companion groaning , "just come over here" the voice hissed , she was awake katniss thought , did she even sleep ? Or did she have her own nightmares too ? . She hesitated a little bit "don't act like I'm gonna kill you" she heard johanna whisper again and slowly crawled to her bed , johanna reached over and put her hands on katniss's shoulders to give a little shake "it was just a dream katniss , it'll be fine just stop making noise" johanna continued with a smirk "we'll have him dead in a few days", she hugged katniss , both surprised by what just happened , but they didn't let go . After about five minutes , johanna pulled away from her and looked down 'katniss ?' , she looked up and spoke still shaking "Johanna I-" but she cut her off 'no . No , it's okay don't worry , you.. You can stay here if you want" katniss relaxed a little , managed to say yes and laid down next to johanna , she never thought Johanna cared , not even a little bit , maybe she just pitied the little brunette . She didn't know why . Actually non of them did . "What was it about ?' Katniss was startled "your dream , what was it about ?" Johanna repeated but this time with a stronger tone "my mother .. Prim , gale and peeta they were all gone , and snow . He was there . He killed everyone over and over again in front of me" tears started forming in her eyes "he's a monster . He said I ruined everything , that I killed innocent people and families and that I deserve nothing expect those I love dying , sometimes , I wonder If i really am a monster" Johanna clutched her hand "no katniss , you're a hero , he's just a cruel hearted snake like man , don't let him or anyone get to you or bring you down . I... I used to have those dreams you know" that caught katniss's attention "but they turned into reality because I was weak . and I can't let this happen to you , you have to stay strong and kill him . For me , for your family , for district 12 and every single person he killed" katniss was crying now , not knowing what to do , Johanna leaned over and hugged her again "it's gonna be okay" she whispered over and over

Katniss was too afraid to sleep , but johanna stayed up next to her and comforted her after every bad dream , she played with her hair gently , and whispered parts of a song her mother used sing to her , the little brunette rested her head on the other girl's shoulder . johanna's hand slowly crept up and closed her eyes , stroked her cheeks along the way then landed in her hand and squeezed it tightly , she hesitated then kissed katniss's forehead softly "goodnight , brainless"