Waiting For You
After The Parting Of The Ways, Rose comes to terms with how she feels about the Doctor, and wishes that he would turn to her for comfort after their recent run in with the enemies that destroyed his people. Songfic with Lindsay Lohan's I Live For The Day.
Pairing: Suits Nine/Rose best, but Ten/Rose if you want.
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I've got time to watch you spin around in circles
I've got the rest of time to watch you. I've got all the time in the world to watch you. You've given me every moment in time to watch you.
Falling through the cracks inside your mind
But what is it that I'm watching? From the outside, I see nothing. It's all in your head, it's in your mind. You're falling and falling, lost in that endless oblivion that is your mind.
That's fine
Maybe it is, maybe it's not. I don't understand why you're falling, I don't understand what has happened to make you fall so far. But I can't keep pretending forever.
I've been through the darkest hour, made it to the other side of you
Was it our darkest hour? Did I really make it to the other side? What is the other side? Has it made any difference? How do you feel now?
I can't live without you
Questions, questions, but it all comes down to one thing and that is that I can't leave you. I would be nothing without you. You've shown me the universe and so much more, I've fought for you, you love me, how can I go?
I live for the day
I live for the night
How long have I waited? How long more can I wait? The rest of time? Do I have the rest of time like you do?
That you will be desperate and dying inside
You have to let it out, you have to let it go. Don't keep it inside, let me know, let me be there for you. Because I want to be there, I want to hold you, kiss you through the pain.
I live for the tears to fall down your face
I can wipe away the tears, I can make this better for you. I may not be like you, I may not be as strong as you, but I care for you, that makes up for my shortfalls.
I live for the words you finally say
If you let this go, then you can finally say those words, the words that have been on your lips since the beginning, the words I've been craving to hear, the words I've been longing to reciprocate.
I live for the day
How much longer do you think you can hide?
You are high, thinking you're invincible
So busy building castles in the sky
You're burying your feelings, keeping them safe behind your façade, that beautiful smile that makes your face shine. But you know that you're not invincible, you know that there's no avoiding fate, grief, passion.
You're done and you don't even know it
But you don't know that I know, do you? You think that I buy all of this cheerfulness, you think that I don't notice those little grimaces, those stolen moments of silence, that pain in your voice.
But your eyes have started showing that it's true
And your eyes. They haunt me. I can't escape their pain, I can't escape the emotion they cannot conceal. Just trust me, like you have before, like I trust you. Tell me what you try to hide, tell me about the loss you couldn't face, tell me everything. I want to help I need to help, I need you.
Trying to live without love
You can try, but you know that you can't. For too long, you've gone without, no-one by your side. But I'm here. You don't need to suffer that anymore.
Tell me.
Tell me that you love me.
Tell me that you love me the same as I love you.
Wanna see you crying
Wanna see you crying
Wanna see you crying
