Hello everyone and welcome to my sequel to P.S I love you. Sorry for making you guys wait so long, but my family and I moved, and it took me a while to convince my sister to hook on the computer and Internet. Then when I finally got the internet, Fanfiction.net wouldn't work, and I could, no matter how hard I try, go into the site to even read my favorites stories. But now I can and I'm so happy!

I will paste the other stories on soon, so please wait for a few days. I know it would take long. But yeah. Any way, I won't be able to write stories as much as I did before cause my dad said he would put me in boarding school if I don't catch up to my studies! So forgive me if I take forever in updating.

The story takes place after 5 years our handsome character Li Syaoran moved back to Hong Kong.

Little message -

Please excuse my grammar, English isn't my first language, so if I have any mistakes, don't blame me.

Here is the summary -

He left her, went back to Hong Kong. She waited, waited, and waited; 15 years and his still not back. Love leaves to laughter and loves leaves to pain. But her laughter disappeared and what was left was only pain.

Disclaimer -

I don't own CCS Clamp does so don't sue me, oh but I do own the plot!

Keys -

"Talking"

'Thinking'

* * * Change of scene * * *

[Emphasized words]

{Author note. E.g. E/R}

(Character P.O.V)

~*~ Flashback ~*~



FOREVER IN LOVE WITH YOU

Chapter one.

* * *

(Sakura P.O.V)

15 years, 15 long, sad, crying my eyes out years, 15 years without [him], 15 years without the man that I love. Once again it's me, by myself, unaccompanied, alone, abandoned, lonesome, lonely.

Around my neck is the last thing that [he] gave to me, a beautiful silver necklace I wish you were here. "Always wear it Sakura promise me" you told me, I promise, even till the day I die, I'll always keep you close to my heart.

My sad emerald eyes drifted to the crumbled up green letter, the green letter that said he was going, leaving me. It was [that] letter that tore [us] apart.

My eyes began to fog, and I could tell that the tears have once again begun to fall. Today was the day that he left me. How could I have been so stupid! I should have realized he was going when he gave me the package. Baka! Baka! Baka! Baka!

(End Sakura P.O.V)

"Baka" she whispered shaking her head like crazy, throwing her long honey, copper hair around, some even sticking on her now soaked face.

Sakura Kinomoto is her name and her love one is Li Syaoran. Sakura had beautiful emerald eyes and shinning honey, copper hair. But over the past 5 years, those emerald eyes that we all know and love have lost its beauty and happiness. If you walk by her and see, you can tell she is lonely, for eyes tell everything.

Everyone worried about her, for she had locked her self in her room and only coming out at meal times. She now only eats one sometimes not at all instead of eating 3 meals a day and snacks,

She had stopped going to school/uni and spends her time either crying or re reading the crumbled letter.

Putting her head in her hands Sakura cried. Her room is no longer warm and sunny, but dull and cold, the blinds are never pulled back and the floor is covered with ankle high mountains of used tissues

From outside her room, stood her father, stepmother, baby sister and brother all looking worried and scared.

"I'm worried Fujitaka, it's been 15 years" Yamato a.k.a Mary said clutching her hand with Fujitaka.

"I don't know what's gotten in to her, she acting so strange," replied Fujitaka, looking down, hiding the tears that where about to spill out any second.

"Oni-chan is Sakura going to be okay?" asked Tao, who happen to turn 10 last year and having a birthday coming up soon, she doesn't want to spend it with her family when everything is not right.

"I hope so," Yamato said.

"I heard from Sakura's camera crazed friend that the Kaijuu's boyfriend is gone, my guess, this is why she's acting like this." Sakura's overprotected brother said not taking his eyes of the wooden door in front of him.

"Oni-chan Sakura is not a kaijuu" Tao frown trying her best to glare at her older brother.

"Yes she is Tao. All girls a monsters" he said, only getting a kick in the shins from Tao and slap in the back of the head from Yamato/stepmother.

"That's not a very nice thing to say [and] it's not true." Yamato said frowning at her oldest son.

"But it is!" Touya whined

"IT IS NOT!!!" yelled an angry, red faced, tear stained Sakura, who happen to hear everything they said. Surprised that Sakura [actually] came out of her room, before dinner, Touya, Fujitaka, Yamato and Tao hung their mouths wide open.

"Can you PLEASE go away and let me mourn in peace." Sakura said calmer. "Tao you can come in if you like," she whispered.

Feeling honored and special that she was the first one to enter her room in 15 years, Tao ran to Sakura and hugged her around the waist.

"Can I come in?" asked Touya trying very hard to look cute, but only made him look funny.

"I guess that's a no" Touya said, when Sakura slammed the door in his face.

The door open once again and Touya's face lit up, out came Tao running to him, thinking that she was going to pull him inside Touya walked up to her, only she kicked him, giggled and ran back inside, slamming the door and locking it.

Once inside Tao couldn't help but hang her mouth open wide, this was not the way Sakura's room used to be. This room is too, too dirty. "It's dirty I know," Sakura said, noticing the look on Tao's face. "Tao, I know I haven't been a great sister to you, but I hope you understand, tomorrow's your birthday, I just wanted to give you this." Sakura continued. Then walking over the mountains of tissues Sakura managed to pull out a carefully rapped box. It was beautiful; the wrapping paper was a shade of blue and purple, with a soft pink ribbon around it. The box was small, enough to hold chocolates or something.

"Arigato Sakura!" Tao said in joy. Her very first present and from Sakura too. "Can I open it?" she asked, getting a nod from Sakura, Tao ripped the paper out and inside lay a golden bracelet, it had a little flat surface on one side and in it, it wrote. | To my wonderful sister, love you always Sakura |

"Wai! Arigato, arigato!" Tao said over and over again, then running over to Sakura she hugged her in a bear hug. 'Sakura you're the best, I just hope we get to know each other more'

* * *

Tomoyo and Eriol at the park

* * *

Tomoyo and Eriol have gotten more grown-up, they had stopped bickering every 5 seconds and began to learn what going out is all about {E/R - hey that rhymes! Opps, back to the story, again}

"Eriol, I'm worried about Sakura, I don't know why Li-Kun had to go" Sakura's worried friend Tomoyo said, as she sat on her boyfriends lap, his hands wrapped softly around her waist.

"Should we give him a call?" suggested Eriol.

"OMG! How come I didn't think of that? I have his number!" Tomoyo said, jumping off Eriol's lap and running back home, with Eriol walking be hide, chuckling softly.

Once at home, Tomoyo dialed the number and waited patently for someone to pick up.....

"Hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry, hurry pick it up already!" Tomoyo yelled into the speaker. {E/R - okay, so I lied, I can't help it.}

"Like, today would be - hello!" Tomoyo stopped when someone [finally] picked up.

"Can I help you?" a male voice asked

"Er, is Li-Kun there?" Tomoyo asked, then hopped that he didn't move.

"Yes, speaking, can I help you miss?" the voice answered.

"Wai!! Li-Kun, it's you!" Tomoyo squealed into the phone. "It's me, Tomoyo"

"Tomoyo? Sorry I don't know a Tomoyo," the voice said back, hopping that she heard from the other side, since she was screaming so much.

"W-what? Isn't this Li Syaoran? Have you forgotten me, me Tomoyo? Please tell me your Li Syaoran" Tomoyo screamed in the speaker.

"Look miss, I'm, not a Li Syaoran, I'm a Li Ryoko, Li Syaoran is my father!" Ryoko yelled back. 'This lady has no manners.'

"WHAT!!!!! LI'S MARRIED!?!?!?!?!?!?" Tomoyo screamed in the phone, getting Eriol's attention, 'Sakura is [not] going to take this all to well'



* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *





Okay you guys, that's all for today, I'll write another one up in a day or two, please read my other stories, they are -

Kiss me creep - if you haven't read it yet

P.S I love you - sequel to kiss me creep.

Angel from Hell

A single tear

I don't want to say good-bye - this is just a poem I made up, bout when Syaoran had to go back to Hong Kong.

An assigned angel

My best friend is a vampire

3 little words I want to tell you - just another poem, Syaoran telling Sakura how much, he loves her.

Lady stealer - used to be called old times, new love

A race for love

Please review! Do the 3 R's! Review, review and review