Namine layed on her bed, her sketchbook next to her. She looked at the pure white ceiling and sighed..

"Roxas." She mummbled to herself.

Namine hadn't seen him in weeks, when he came back from his missions he'd alaways come to her room and tell her that he was back.

But he hadn't, not yet anyways.She sighed again opening her sketchbook and flipping through the what seemed to be endless colored pages.

Then she found the one she wanted.

It was a picture of him. A rough sketch maybe but him no less.

Have I really become this much in love with him? The blonde nobody asked herself.

Namine had been so lost in thought that she didn't even hear the knock on the door untill Marluxia barged into her room.

"Namine, come with me you have work to do?" He said coldly.

Namine didn't say a word but grabed her sketchbook and followed her superior out the door and through the halls of Castle Oblivion.

She walked behind him still silent, she occassonaly saw one of the orginization members cast a glance at her.

Marluxia came to a stop and geastured for Namine to open the door, she put her light colored hand on the doorknob and opened it peeking inside the room.

The room was big with white walls and a light blue colored ceiling she looked around standing in the doorway wide eyed.

Marluxia stroked her bright blonde hair and whispered into her ear

"Go inside." He said. Namine walked toward the light blue table in the middle of the room not wanted to do anything she wasn't supposed to she stood thier waiting for orders form Marluxia. He took his seat and told Namine to do the same, she sat down in one of the cloudlike chairs waiting for what Marluxia was going to say.

"Set the book on the table." He said without emotion, as Namine hurried and did what she was told.

He fliped though the pages examineing each one with care. "Thier not good enough." He said tossing it on the table.

"What do yo-" She tried to say

"Shut up! I didn't give you permission to speak witch! Hold your toung!" Her shouted at her standing up.

She sat there frozen with fear. "What do you say?" Marluxia coaxed.

"Sorry master" Namine said softly, as Marluxia calmed himself down.

A smirk apeared across his face. "Namine I am not shure you can handle this job." He said makeing his weapon come forth, Namine sat in fear thinking to herself.

Please please no. I just want to see Roxas one last time.

He held his weapon against her throut and she let out a shreak. He pulled it away sliceing her sholder open she screamed in pain.

"You see what happenes when you do things half assed" He said his weapon Disspearing, Namine nodded and held her sholder in pain.

"Awww poor little witch...bearing the pain all alone" He said coldly.

She looked him in the eye trying so hard not to cry infront of him.

"Go. I'll have Demyx escort you back to your room." He said makeing a portal of darkness apear before him. "And do not repeat anything what happened here." Then he disspeared into the portal.

Namine sat holding her sholder in pain.

Don't cry, don't cry She thought.

Just then Demyx entered the room. "Namine?" He said looking around.

She made a little squeaking noise in hopes of trying not to scream again. Demyx found her holding her sholder, he looked at her nonchalantly and said

"So I have orders to escort you back to you room." His eyes wern't on her bacuse he knew he'd give in and ask her what happened.

Namine nodded and followed her fellow nobody out the door. Half way down the hall he couldn't stand it any longer he had too much compassion. He grabed Namine's arm and pulled her to the room on his right side.

"What happened?" He asked in concern for his fellow nobody.

She only shook her head and continued to walk down the hall with the blonde nobody following her to her own room.

They came to her door And she went to her room without saying a single word or even a "Thank you" To Demyx.

She closed her door lightly slideing down the back of it holding her sholder in pain. It all hit her at once what if Marluxia was right.

What if that's all I am. A witch...a nobody. She thought to herself

What difference do I make? She kept asking herself that question over and over again

Why should Roxas love me? I am only her nobody. I don't even have a heart. How can you love someone without a heart, it dosen't make any sense?

She stared at the wall for what seemed like hours before she felt dizzy, she hauled her self up walking the four feet to her bed with what strength she had left.

She ploped down on it staining her pure white sheets with blood.

for some reson she couldn't feel the pain in her sholder but the pain in her gut was emense as if all the pain centered itself in that one spot.

Namine clenched her stomach tightly as the room around her began to blur as she fell into a deep sleep.

---------Roxas---------

Roxas came through a dark portal inside his large but messy bedroom in castle oblivion. It was midnight and he was debateing weather or not he should go see Namine, he didn't know if she'd still be awake normally she wasn't but still he should give it a try. Roxas made another portal leading into Namine's room so he wouldn't make any noise. Once he had gotten there the white room seemed glommy, the light was off and it was dark. He found Namine laying on her bad her back faced him something didn't seem right. He walked to her not makeing a sound so he wouldn't wake her.

"Namine?" He questioned noticeing her blood stained sheets he was schocked

"Namine!" He whispered shakeing her lightly. She woke her head hurt and she was dizzy.

"Roxas?" She asked groggly sitting up as Roxas sat next to her he put his hand on the small of her back.

"Namine what happened?" Roxas asked examineing the wound on Namine's sholder, Namine looked at him confused and lightheaded.

"Roxas? I...How when did you get here?" Namine asked.

"I just got here..I saw your sholder..." He said takeing off his gloves wipeing the dry blood away from her wound.

"This won't work...come with me." He said getting up form her bed she stood up as well walking to him his back faced her.

"Roxas?" Namine said dizzly. Roxas turned to her finding her leaned over useing the bed post for support.

Roxas rushed to her putting his hands on hers he lifted them from the bed post and held her in his arms. Namine looked up at him her eyes closeing slowly then darkness engulfed her. "Namine?!?" were the last words she heard.


Ha ha sorry about the cliff hanger I just had to do it. Ha ha anyways I am not going to be here for a few days I'll be on vaction so it willbe a bit before I update