Hey it's me...the writer of "The one he waited for".

Due to my extremely shitty feelings and no one to talk to really...I mean I have my mom and I love her a lot, but there are some things that I don't talk to her about...cause I'm scared she'll freak out...anyhow I've decided to start on another story as well...it's going to be KakaNaru...there will be yaoi, lemons and fluff.

There's also going to be A lot of depression and suicidal thoughts...YOU'VE JUST BEEN WARNED...PLEASE DON'T READ THIS IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE STUFF LIKE THAT...I don't want this fanfic to trigger anyone...please, I'm begging you, don't read it if you can't handle it.

So let's go over this.

Main Pairing: KakaNaru

Themes: AU, yaoi, lemon, fluff, depression, suicidal thoughts, Mpreg.

Notice: I do not own Naruto...He belongs to Masashi Kishimoto sensei.

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Chapter 1.

Uzumaki Naruto, to a lot of people, he's known as the "Kyuubi no jinchuuriki". The people of Konoha always looked at him like he was some sort of monster, but he wasn't. He was just a normal twenty one year old young man, with a bijuu sealed into him since he was a baby.

Minato and Kushina managed to survive the kyuubi attack when Naruto was born, sealing all of Kurama into their baby. They left Naruto in Konohagakure, when he was just seven years old, to travel the world. The young Uzumaki, not seeing his parents for fourteen years, didn't know who to rely on. Sure, he had some friends, but they never really understood him, he saved Konoha many times and some of the people acknowledged him. The other villagers were still angry at Kurama, but they shunned Naruto because he was hosting the bijuu.

Naruto stood in front of his mirror everyday and stared at himself for hours upon hours, trying to find a new reason to live, a reason to fight one more day. He got a cheque every month from his parents, who had settled somewhere in Tokyo and had no interest in returning to Konoha. The only time he receives a letter, was from his mother on his birthday, wishing him a happy birthday and sending him a gift every year. He wrote back to her often to keep her updated on his life, or more so to let her know that he's still alive.

There he was again, staring at himself in the mirror, he had spiky hair like his father, but it was red like his mother's, except he had bright yellow streaks through his hair. He haf his father's face also, but his mother's temper. His eyes were two different shades of blue, one a darker, more purple color and the other a bright cerulean blue, on his cheeks were four whiskers on each side and he had a red spiral on his neck, it looked almosg like a brand mark, but Naruto was born with it.

One would think that Naruto automatically had a reason, more like two reasons to live, he saw his parents looking at him through his reflection in the mirror every morning, but what could the red head do? He basically didn't know anything about his parents besides their names, how they looked, they were heroes, his mother's temper and that they basically abandoned him.

Of course, he had Tsunade and Jiraiya, but they had their own family and he didn't want to be a bother to them. He had, Sakura and Sasuke, but since they got married he felt like a third wheel, there was the rest of rookie nine but everyone had their own lives and Naruto didn't want to keep anyone back. There was one silver haired jounin, who Naruto would sneak glances at, but he never seemed to be noticed by anyone.

Hatake Kakashi, had never left the hokage's ANBU, he was always out on missions and keeping himself occupied so that his mind won't run on his deceased team mates and no where to be found sensei. Kakashi was more than shocked when he heard that Uzumaki Naruto had been asked to join the ANBU at the age of thirteen and he agreed. Naruto was quite skilled and he somehow knew how to control the kyuubi's chakra. He watched and observed as Naruto went from loud and obnoxious to quiet and reserved, the red-head was on his team after all. Naruto usually butted into conversations and gave a few ideas when they were in a pinch on missions to being completely silent and obeying every command.

Naruto trained very hard everyday together with Itachi, but he was distracted very easily every time he spotted a certain silver haired man, in the trees reading a book in the shade looking like a greek god. Naruto knew he was gay when he was 10 years old and he accidentally kissed Kiba when he fell on top of him while playing. When the blue eyed beauty joined the ANBU and saw Kakashi, he fell in love at first sight, but he would never admit it to Kakashi or anyone else. He'd just be a burden. He always thought he was a burden, besides it didn't make much sense anyway, Kakashi never noticed him, or that's what he felt.

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Should I continue this?? Lemme know in the reviews or PM me. Thanks for reading.