"He needs to come back, "I thought to myself desperately. " Please. Please Caleb, come back!" Not like I would ever say something so personal out loud. I, Hanna Marin, had a reputation to maintain. It had been a week since Caleb left Rosewood…a week since he left me. Of course the only reason he left was because he found his mother in California, but still it hurts. It hurts so badly not to have him next to me every day, to not have him shield me from all this 'A' nonsense. Obviously he still doesn't know about A. Why would I tell him about her or him…er, IT? Caleb would just do something stupid and drastic to try and protect me. Honestly he would probably make things worse than they are. But still, to have him here would make me not crabby anymore. The same thing happened the last time he left Rosewood…I became a bitch. Hey, he left me! What was I supposed to do? Be overjoyed? Ecstatic? No, not me. I sulked around wearing baggy, unflattering clothing pigged out and relived my crappy life the way I did when Ali was still alive. Back when I was a fat, grotesque little freak. But, this time, I still sulk but I definitely DO NOT hoard food. If Caleb comes back, I do not want him to see me like that. He said he would absolutely come back and only for one reason…Me. But, why would he choose me over his mother who he hasn't seen in fourteen years? I'm just some girl. Sure I'm some girl that he loves, but it's his mother we're talking about. I don't know if he'll come back to Rosewood. I mean he makes a habit of calling me every night and he promised he would come back and…and he said those four little magic words. I love you, too. That's right I told him I loved him first. Only because I knew he might be leaving for good. And alright, because it's true too. I do love him. Everything about him. His long silky hair and chestnut brown eyes. Even the fact that he rarely showers, but coats himself in cologne instead. Gross right? Nope, not even to me The Queen of Clean. To me it's sexy and rugged and edgy and just…good. So, So good! Everything he does makes me smile and laugh and every day without him is a stab in my heart. I know he loves me too. He really does and I love him. I could be with him forever. In fact if he comes back, I think I will. An eternity with Caleb. It sounds pretty good to me. Caleb…I love you. Come back soon.