Chapter one- Memories

C'mon Edward! You're dying. Face it. Emmett thought as I sat crumpled on the floor my eyes looking like those you would see on someone who had just witnessed a murder in a murky alleyway. I had been in this terrifying trance for the past 7 months. Just 7 months ago I was with the pale faced beauty who kept my world spinning. It was just seven months ago that my brother had lost his control. One paper cut. That's all it took. But I couldn't simply sit there while her life was endangered even more so day by day. I had no choice. I had to leave her. Her life was unsafe as long as I was involved in it.

A crippling pain ripped through my body like a sword as my mind travelled back to that first day Bella had ever stepped into the meadow. I was stunned by the incredible shades of ivory her skin gave off, enhanced by the blue sweater that clung to her body in an irresistible way. I shook my head rapidly. This was wrong. I promised myself & Bella I wouldn't do this. I would no longer interfere with her life. I had seen how much heartbreak leaving Bella had caused within my family. They didn't even get a chance to say goodbye. I knew it was wrong but I couldn't help it. My head swirled as the scent of Bella's luscious fragrance spilled into my head. That was it. I could take it no longer. I was going back to Forks. She wouldn't even notice. I'd just peer through the window or something. I couldn't carry on like this. Maybe if I saw how happy she was without me I could live thoroughly.

He's losing it thought Emmett. He was right. I was losing it. But not for much longer...