Title: Leading Me to You

Author: Sardius

Category: Angst/Romance

Warnings: PG-13

Pairings: Ken/Aya

Disclaimer:
I don't own Weiß Kreuz. I just want to own Aya…is that possible? *Cuddles Aya to herself* ^___^

Author's Note: Okay you are not seeing things. Sardius is writing a Ranken fic. *gasps!* This is not possible! This cannot be!!!! Why??!!! Hmmm…I have no idea either. Those that knows me probably wouldn't want to read this fic…but don't worry this is just a one in a lifetime thing and my absolute attention would be to focus on my Yohji/Aya fics. Hee.

Hp u enjoy the start Jin and Fei.

The Road Not Taken:

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And Sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveller, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth

Robert Frost

Frost, Robert, Robert Frost Selected Poems, Penguin Group, London, 1973

Prologue: Seeking

I have always wondered why life can be so unpredictable.

Why we can never see the path clearly?

Why there is always a crossroad?

Why do we have to choose?

As I stood there, I had often thought where the path would lead me. Would it take me somewhere safe or somewhere only pain and sorrow exists? Would I die along the way as I stumbled blindly to my destination? And… after I have taken the first step, is there no turning back?

But I guess it's too late to even think about these thoughts.

Maybe… there is such thing as a destiny.

Because whatever path I choose, it somehow leads me back to the same place as before. And as hard as I try, I cannot escape…

…The path that led me to you.

It's funny how two very different people can be linked together onto the same path. As I have said, it must have being fate for us to have met.

...And also for me to end it.

Yes. You didn't think I've join Weiß just to help the team out did you? I have my other plans. There are things about me that you would've never imagined possible. My orders were to disrupt Weiss and to kill all of you. That was my mission.

A mission I do not intend to fail.

Because of her.

I must do this for her and so I would not let you get close to me. Even though I was the one to sought you out first. I guess I wasn't thinking rationally. Why would I even have the chance to be with you when I cannot even control my life? Yet even though I was the one that made you love me and I was the one that expressed my feelings to you, I have never regretted it.

Because I truly do love you.

But now as you lie next to me in the cold emptied bed, I can only gaze down sadly at your face and raise my gun gently against your temples. It can be so easy. All I need to do is just pull the trigger and your life would have been meaningless to me.

And I would've gone back to be as Aya.

I hate you. I hate you for letting me feel part of myself again. For showing me the path that can somehow lead me to happiness. That there is such thing as light. And stupid me have fallen so easily for the light you shone upon me.

I hate you Ken. But I also want to thankyou.

At least when you are gone I have something to remember you by. At least even when I do die eventually or finally they have no use for me to complete any missions anymore; I can remember… I had once being happy.

Life can be so simple.

If only everything wasn't so fucked up.

I looked at the time. I have only 10 mins left to complete my task. To kill all members of Weiß and leave the building exactly at midnight. But all I can do now is to keep gazing down at your face that is so calm and peaceful. The small breaths coming out of your parted lips as your chest gently fall and rises, the soft smoothness of your skin glowing in the moonlight, the annoying tangled hair-covering part of your closed eyelids.

So beautiful.

Just pull the trigger.

Yes. So easy.

For you to die by my hands.

But my hands are shaking and tears of anger made my vision blur.

"Fuck!" I swore. I flung the gun aside when suddenly a loud noise was heard downstairs.

"Shit! What the hell?! Aya?"

You woke up and starred at me with your deep brown eyes and notice the sudden changes in mine.

"Aya?… What's wrong?"

I picked up the gun and aimed it at him.

"Goodbye Ken."

There is no time left.

I pulled the trigger and let the sound pierced into my heart.

Our paths have being crossed and now it is time to end things.

I must continue on.

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TBC~~~~

This is probably extremely confusing right? But just in case some ppl think this is a death fic it's not cos I don't like writing those. This is just the prologue on most likely another long fic. Hope you enjoy it for now. Maybe a bit weird but I'll let things slowly get revealed in future chapters.

Please review! Comments are extremely appreciated.

Thanks heaps.