Its me ya know you love me. You know guys want to date me and girls wish to be me. Only I can be the it girl…
YEAH RIGHT!
Okay haha.. Sorry just had to do that. Anyways hey you guys. I have decided to well write about the days of my life in here how it has been frusterating, filled with love, and hurt and betrayal. Sorta like a diary of some sort COMPLETELY SECRET. Exscept.. it's a secret that its not secret..Get me?
Okay well. I will start from the beginning…
As you guys know my name is Alana, I was born on May 21. My dad died when I was two and not a day goes by that I don't miss him dearly and wish that he could be here. When I got older, there was a cousin that was like my sister I lover her SO much it was un real you guys, And a grandmother that was like my mother. My grandmother died when I was nine years old. That caused a lot of argument between my family my uncle took everything and my aunt had to give me the money. My aunt was the mother of my cousin or so called sister. My mom and my aunt argued . it was awful I didn't get to see my cousin for about 3 years. When I did she had changed so much I missed her dearly. Every day we was apart I would tell my mother I don't care about the money I just wish to be with my cousin I don't know how I can just stop it like
this and you not allow me to see her. I will give it all up just to see her I Love her mom! And I would once again go unheard.
People that live in my house and what goes down.
People that live in my house consist of my brother and my mother and yes me. We all constantly fight. It is unreal how much we fight I just want to scream and hit a wall..which I have done many times before….. …. Its all just like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
But ya know…. My borther actually just moved out about lets see….. 2 days ago. And I miss him he was like my dad.
Some things bout me.
I have a VERY bad temper you guys. I get in fights a lot. And I also LOVE to work on things such as bikes(motercycles idiots not bicycles) And cars. I am obsesed with bikes and cars.I absolutly LOVE them. And ya I am a GIRL and yes I LOVE cars! And no not a shiney red corvet I mean real cars man. The garash is the only pace I feel completely at ease and in the woods. I love nature also it makes me so peaceful and everything is just perfect when your out there. Until you come back home and people are yelling..yeah pretty nice but whatever. In my music I like everything from The Beatles to Drop Dead Gorgeous. But my favorite is
like Limp bizkit and red hot chilli peppers. I do not drink or do drugs as of yet not saying I ever will but not saying I wont ever, I'm not perfect in anyway at all I make so many mistakes that hurt not only other people but myself. When things get bad around here just go outside or in the woods to think a bit. You know clear my head a bit.
Okay so now that you know about my past and About me and everything. I will start on my day tomorrow
Don't count on it to be a good one.
