Am I in love with you?

I ask myself that every day, from the moment I wake up to the second my eyes close to sleep.

But you make me happy.

With every laugh and every word, you fill me up until there is no trace of sadness left inside of my heart.

I'm so confused.

What if it is love?

I try to catch your eye and see who you really are behind that sunny smile and airy laugh, but you always turn away at the last second.

But you make me sad.

With every step you take away from me, my heart beats faster like I'm running a marathon to reach your side.

I'm so lonely.

Would you know?

I watch as you climb higher and higher until you tower above us all, smiling that sweet smile.

But you make me angry.

With every bridge you cross and stone you jump, I stumble to keep up but you don't wait for me.

I'm so behind.

Can I say it out loud?

I want to run and run towards you because no matter how close you are, you feel so far away.

You make me happy and sad and angry but I can't help but…

I can't help but…

Would you hear me if I say it?

I wait here with my heart on my sleeve and my hands outstretched.

If you ever decide you get tired of smiling and laughing and going higher and higher…I will be here.

If you ever decide you want a home, a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on…someone to love…I will be here.

If you ever feel confused or lonely or lost and you don't know where to go next…I will be here.

I realized one thing during those sleepless nights and exhausting chases…

I realized that no matter how far away from me you are, how high you climb, how invisible I am to you that I will always be here.

So I don't care if you can't hear me or see me, I just want you to know…

I will always love you.


AbomiT: Supposed to be a Mikuo x Rin drabble.

Rin is the one talking and it's basically about how Mikuo never acknowledges Rin but she has fallen for him because of his warm personality that makes her feel "happy and sad and angry". But he's moving up and onto better things and she's left behind to continue chasing him but never catching up.

It's unrequited love to make a long story short. C:

I've been "Rin x any male Vocaloid" crazy foreveeeeeeeer now.

So don't be surprised if I start publishing those kinds of drabbles and one-shots. :P