AYYYYY how's it going?! MY CHIBLISSSSS I'VE MISSED U SO MUCHHH ;_;
Ahhh we have so much catching up to do! But for now,just reminisce in this old story of mine :)
(Originally called "I stole those lips" but ya know I wanted to change it up a bit :)
OK OK OK ENJOI
Anthony's P.O.V.
It was a dark, humid night.
As I walked down the streets with my bestfriend, I can't help to look at her beautiful face.
Autumn Grace Padilla
Seems like a nice fit
Look at me, its like I'm in junior high again, writing
I'm pathetic for a 24 year old
"Anthony, I was wondering, there's a party going on at Maribelle's tomorrow, wanna come?"
As your boyfriend? Yes
Best friend? Not so much
"Sure, sounds fun." I say
"Great, you are a really great guy." she looks down and then at the sky
"Autumn, can I ask you a question?" I say
Her head almost instantly pops up
"Sure!" she exclaims
Not now you idiot, this is a horrible time
I try to convince my self
"Um, hows your boyfriend?" I ask
It kills me to say those words
Her eyes go from that sparkling blue color, to a dull gray.
She looks down and sighs
"Oh, Jake, I don't know, we, um, broke up..." she says slowly
"Oh, I'm sorry" I say sadly
But on the inside I can't help but explode from happiness
At least I have somewhat of a chance now, right?
"Here we are at your apartments." I say grimly, not wanting to leave her
"Oh yea" she says quietly
I guide her up the steps until we both stop at door.
We both look straight into eachother eyes
I want to go in, right there, tell her how much I love her, how much I want her, how much I need her,
How much I want to kiss her.
We both get closer and closer until I stop
I can't do this
I give her a hug, and I'm on my way
I can't ruin this relationship...
~NEXT DAY~
I call Autumn and tell her I'm on the way to pick her up.
As I get in the car, I look at myself
I'm not good enough for someone like her, with her long brown curly hair, her bright blue eyes, her slightly tanned skin...
I have to stop myself or I will go on forever.
As I pull up to Autumns house, I call her, but she is already on the front steps
She looks beautiful, as always.
"What are you doing waiting out here at 10 o clock at night?" I ask quickly
It was pretty dark out here...
"I, I don't know, it's just, I had to think about stuff, and the fresh air helps me think" she says softly
Her eyes are red and puffy, as though she had been crying
"Have you been crying?" I ask
"No! Why would you think that?" she quickly shouts
I grab her by the arms
"Because I can see by your eyes, tell me what's wrong!" I say
"What would it matter to you Anthony, its not like it affects you!"
It hurt me when she said that
"Autumn, just tell me, you don't understand how much I care about you, JUST TELL ME." I say
She breaks down in tears
"It's, nothing!"
I grab her and pull her close to me
Not for a hug
But for a kiss
Our faces stand no longer than an inch away from each other
I breath heavily and look at her
She stands there motionless
I grab her face, and slowly, I kiss her softly.
She stands there, tensed up for a few seconds, but quickly relaxes and melts into my kiss.
Her hand move up the side of my body and down my chest.
I put my arms around her waist and pulled her even closer
Once we broke the kiss, she stood there, once again, motionless.
She moved her golden brown hair out of the way and looked down at the floor.
Once she looked up I was no longer there, because I had already ran to my car and started it up and was on my way.
She looked up with surprise, which was quickly replaced with anger and hurt. She shouted something, but I couldnt understand.
What have I done?
As I arrive home, I look at my phone
11:00 PM
The party should be starting right around now...
I check my twitter to find a tweet from Autumn
"AWESOME PARTY MARIBELLE! 3333"
She got to the party I guess
I walk inside and find a photo of her and me knocked of of my coffee table, the glass is broken and shattered all over the floor
"MELLY, BAD DOG!" I shout
My dog must have knocked it over
I pick it up, careful to not cut myself
I look at the picture and flip it over
"To the best guy in the world!
Anthony, you are the best friend a girl could have, you've been there for me through thick and thin.
Just remember, nothing you do, could make me love you any less :)
LOVE YA :D "
~Autumn Charles ;)
I flip it back over to see a picture of me and her, I was giving her a piggy back ride at the park, and she snapped a picture of us.
We both look so happy, but that's all gone...
I looks at the note one last time
"Nothing to do could make me love you any less..."
I sigh and look at the clock
11:23 PM
I sit for a second, then grab my keys and run out to my car
A few minutes later, I arrive at Maribelles house.
I run in to find it full of people
I look around for what seems like hours, just then, I turn a corner and find her
The perfect girl
I close my eyes and move slowly towards her.
When I open my eyes, there she is, standing by the bar, holding a glass of water
She looks around, then looks down in disappointment
I move swiftly towards her and grab her hand and take her towards the back of the house
"What do you want Anthony? To kiss me and leave again?" she says angrily
That hurt me, but I had to explain
"Autumn, I didn't want to leave you, it's just, I didn't know what to do!" I plead
"I don't know Anthony..." she says
Just then, a man calls Autumns name
"That's Jake, I have to go, bye Anthony" she says quickly and then runs off
My heart sinks, my body falls limp
Did I really just loose her
After all of this
Did I just leave her
I can't
I won't
I run from behind the house to find her again
She is with jake
I take a deep breath and walk up to them
I grab her arm and pull her close and instantly kiss her
The kiss is soft and quick
She looks straight at me, shocked
It's all or nothing
"Autumn, I think, I,I, I think..." I stutter
"Autumn, I love you" I say, looking straight into her eyes
She looks back at me and put her arms around my neck
"I love you too Anthony" she says and smiles
It pays to steal a kiss sometimes, maybe it will get you a slap on the face, maybe it will get you a quick infatuation, and sometimes, it will give you the love of your life
And so it did here
OHHHEMMMGEEE GUISE I'VE MISSED YOUUU! I decided to comeback after reading this story called "obsessions" I think?! Forgive me of I'm wrong! But ya I'll post the author eventually :D ok well, don't forget to review for all the poor people who stub their toes in the dark, sub to me if you want more awesomnessss (PSST I THINK I GOTTA A CRYxOC COMIN UPBUT SJHHHHHGAJSHJSHA..." lol
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