Chapter 1

Hi. My name is Ashley Davies, and I will be a freshman at King High. My father is a rock star, and well, my mother is never home. I am writing this because I need to get some stuff off of my chest. The major problem is that I'm falling in love with my best friend. That's right you heard me: I'm falling for my best friend. I have known her all my life. That's right she is also a girl. Shocker, right? I didn't see it coming either. I have never been attracted to another girl in my life. I know many of you are saying, "Well maybe you are just confused" or "You're confusing your feelings of friendship with the feelings of true love". Well you are wrong. You want to know how I know?

I was once in love. The guy's name was Aiden, and it lasted for about a year. Now, I'm sure many of you are saying, "Well you are too young to know what love is. You are only a freshman in high school". Well maybe you are right, but I think you are wrong. Aiden and I had the greatest year of our lives together, but the summer before freshman year our relationship ended. He thought that one of my close friends, Madison, was more interesting and worthy of his time than I was. It didn't help that I caught them half naked in MY room. Needless to say, Madison and Aiden are now together, and I never speak to either of them.

I was devastated for most of the summer, but one person was there to pick up the pieces and put me back together. The one person I trust with my life, and that I know I can always depend on, my best friend. I am sure you are wondering, "Well who the hell is this mystery girl?" The girl's name is Spencer Carlin. We grew up together, went to school together, and anything else you would think a normal girl would do growing up we did together. She has been my best friend for forever. She knows everything about me except what I am telling you now. I can't tell her this she will freak out on me, and I don't want to lose my best friend. I also know I can't hide my feelings forever, and that eventually she is either going to find out or I will have to tell her.

I just don't know what to do. I do know one thing though. I am absolutely positively head over heels in love with her. The feelings I have for her are so much stronger than anything I ever felt for Aiden. I know, I know. You are saying, "Well maybe she is a rebound or you just feel you love her because she helped you through this". I thought that too, at first. It's been three almost four months since things ended with Aiden. I have not said a word about this to Spencer. I figured I was just confused, and the feelings would go away soon. When it got to about mid to late summer and the feelings didn't go away, I knew I was in love and there wasn't a thing I could do about it.

All I had left to do was two things. One, figure out what the fuck I was going to do, and two, figuring out how the hell was I going to tell Spencer. Well that pretty much sums my life up as of so far. Sucks doesn't it? Who knows where the future will take me? I just hope that fate will bring Spencer and me together. I guess I will just have to wait and see what happens, and I will have to figure out how to tell her. Only time will tell though.