Dear Dad,

Well Dad it happened today, something that you told me would happen and i being a fool being a fool for love chose not to believe you. John Smith came out of his coma today. It hit me like a ton of bricks I came home from work and Sarah was sitting at the table looking beautiful as ever but something about her body chemistry just set my senses off like a rocket, and then she said those harsh words "Johnny woke Up".

I mean how does a man come back from that? At times like this i wish you were still around for me to talk to instead of having to sit here and actually write down my thoughts. I mean I should be furious right? I mean who the hell comes out of a Six Year Coma, it has to be a record right. I mean what did she expect me to say? I couldn't say anything, I just sat there with a dumb look on my face but man I wanted to scream and throw something but I'm to blame for this. I mean I met her at the hospital i knew here situation. I should have let something like that stop me but it didn't. I mean I couldn't she was worth it you know.

I went in that guy's room many of times and she never knew and i stood there and I contemplated on pulling his plug. I mean he shouldn't have to lie there like that. I could've ended and he could have went on and I wouldn't be sitting here wondering if I am about to loose the woman that I love. What about my son? His son. How can i compete with the love of her life? I've always been second best. How can I compete with a man that she's loved her whole life, and I know she still loves him. I mean he was taking away from her. Maybe i should be the better man and just walk away, give her to him.

No Damn it! I love Sarah and JJ he's my son, where was this guy the past six years? In a coma, I need to realize that he was in a coma. If he could've been there he would have. I can't be angry with this guy i mean he was a stand up guy and he didn't ask for the cards that were dealt to him. He got a raw deal and it's something that i should realze and not try to fault him for. I'll be there for him. Sarah and i will be there for him and we'll find a place for him in our family, but he needs to realize that Sarah's my wife, and JJ's my son. We'll find a place for him in our lives. I mean it's not like I'll have to see him everyday. There's no telling what this thing has done to his mental state. I can't wait for our first meeting. I mean i'm sure he'll be understanding. Wish me luck dad.