Change
Since you left you've changed so fast.
Skipping class, changing how you look.
It hurts me to see what you're doing.
You said we could be friends.
You said you'd still love me.
You said you'd give me hugs.
But it seems you're not around anymore.
Unloved and unwanted is how I feel.
Your phone rings multiple times.
I leave you a message, but you don't call back.
You never answer your phone either.
I hate being away from you more than an hour.
And more than a day.
It's all up to you now, whether I see you again.
I want to be near you.
To hold you and say, "I love you."
I want your arm around me tight and unbreakable.
But you've changed.
So I guess I should too.
But it's hard to know you've left.
Everyone asks me where you are.
Change is hard, but this is more than ever.
We had our ups and downs.
More ups that I can count.
It hurts seeing you walk past.
You were my world, my everything.
But now you've changed.
I love you more than you will ever know.
I pretend to be okay, but I'm not.
I see your changes, and it pulls my heart strings.
You made my happy.
Not getting back together.
We were bonded, and unbreakable.
But now you've changed.
I sigh and try to move on with my life.
It's hard, but I know I must move forward.
My world, my everything is crushed and gone.
The dust of our relationship blows away in the wind.
I try and gather some, but it sifts through my hands.
Through the spaces of my fingers.
Were yours used to fit perfectly.
I close my eyes and a tear falls down my cheek.
I want you to save me.
But you won't, and you can't.
Give me one reason to move on from something I can't.
Give me one reason not to hurt anymore.
It's impossible for me to find one by myself.
Smiling and laughing seem impossible without you.
It's impossible to stop loving you, and move on.
