Dallas has left yet another girl who though she had something special with him, and this is how I figured she would be feeling after.

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All I Can Say
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If only you could see
How much loving you was hurting me
My heart is all black and blue
From all the abuse it's been through

Even though you're gone
I can still feel the pain
But I still want to hear your voice
And I can't help but lower my head in shame
Because no one realizes
That my love for you wasn't just a game

I was tired of all your lies
And all the awful things you used to say
But I can't help but wonder
What would be if you were still here with me

I don't know how I was so blind to see
Just how much loving you was hurting me
But I can't leave my love for you behind
And I can't allow my heart to heal
Because I would be so afraid to find
That I had turned into someone who couldn't feel

I miss you
And I miss your touch
But loving you was just too much
I'm still afraid of all the abuse
My heart is weary, but my love remains profuse
And sometimes I just don't see the use

I could never really leave you behind
I could never truly walk away
And I can't help but notice that my heart is beginning to fray
But I can only hope, I can only pray
That you'll come back to me, maybe one day

My mind tells me your gone
And this is all your twisted game, and I'm still only the pawn
But I can put up with all the pain
And for all the tears, I'm really quite ashamed
I should have tried harder
I should have seen ahead farther

All the sorrow, all the pain
I want it back, I need it again
Because through all the lies
And after all the fights
I really loved you
And there's nothing more I can say

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