Hiii! This is LittleMe100 with my very first story. I had this sitting on my desk for a while because I was torn betwen what to write and if I should post this but I thought 'Well I gotta start somewhere right?' so I decided just to post this. The next fic I will write will probably be a RIVALSHIPPING one , but let's just start with this .

This is a one-shot about Yugi's feelings of his other self and what became of him after the Final Duel when Atem/Yami left. It's really short but I will post many more so don't worry if it's horrible. I'm overwhelmed with to many ships and other fics but I hope you will still like it.

Any kind of feedback is appreciated.

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN YUGIOH OR THE CHARACTERS, I ONLY OWN MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS

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CHAPTER 1 : Belief, sorrow, loss and being incomplete

As this day comes to an end I find myself thinking about him again. About being empty and sad that he was not there , that he was not in my day, in my life, that he left. And all I can think about is us just walking down the street and holding his hand and when I do live through those thougts I hate myself for thinking that I'm not able to hold his hand anymore, and I just want it to last and I want to soak in its glory , in the glory of every single moment to memorize it forever but at the same time I know that remembering is going to destroy me one day because all I will want will be to remember and live in those moments not in that life I lived in but he wouldn't want me to be like this, he wouldn't want me to waste my life wishing for something that is not possible , I wonder if he's happy in the afterlife with his family his friends , if he's happy with them but how can he be happy if I'm not happy even with my friends and grandpa because I miss him so much.

Does he miss me? Or am I just so weak, that I can't face reality ? Am I me without him? All I want to do is be with him, remember him , but I know that he would want me to be happy with my friends and live on but how can I? How can I do that without my other half? How can I do that if I can't accept the facts? If I can't let him go , can't live without him? How can I be whole , if I am only half of a soul?

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Sooo , that's it for now. I will probably write a little more or just write a new, different story . I hope you enjoyed it :) and also there is an amazing poem about Yugi and how he felt after Atem left it's called ''Oyasumi, Mou Hitori no Boku'' by Tashojiri. I really like it and I hope you will love it to.

xoxo LittleMe100