Because I love you

Author: junon2

Paring: Kira Yamato and Cagalli Yulla Attha

Genre: romance

Disclaimer: All of characters and place own at the creator of Gundam Seed (sorry, I don't know his name!;)), except the story what I own.

Summary: nocturnal discussions on the pillow.

Warning : INCEST! That means a love affair agreed between the brother and the sister! If that you strike or you disarrange, I suggest to you to change of fic and don't read this fic. Euh, the fic pass before Destiny because I don't watch this anime.

Author's note: If you read it, you can let a review to give me your opinion smile. I accept the positives remake and the critic, but not the hurtful or bad word. I choose this paring because I love this character. -.

Euh, please don't kill me (mdr). POV Kira.

I think my French version is better, if you can understand French, read it and sorry for the faults, but English it's not my mother tongue. Mea culpa

Please, I need a beta-reader, PLEASE! Because my English is not very good (who can see it, lol) - I need someone who likes the paring Kira/Cagalli and Asuran/Cagalli. I have 2 fic, if you want say me in review. 1000 thanks for the voluntary -

For my dear best friend, Cagalli Yulla Attha fangirl, who inspire me -

Good read -.

First night

« I watch the moon and the starry sky. Saw on the earth, the sky is beautiful, particularly the night: the star are like the million of small diamond lied on a cloth of dark blue velvet. The impression of beauty is biggest saw here. At my eyes, all seem more beautiful watched on the earth.

I sigh softly and I turn me on the large bed. I watch the blond head on the pillow near me. I smile softly at the view of the sleepy angel at my side. Because for me when she sleeps, she seems at an angel. I would pass my time to watch her: at my eyes, she is the most beautiful thing who exists in earth.

Her nice golden hair fall in her face. Her features are peaceful when she sleeps. I stretch out my hand to move the unruly hair. Next involuntarily I caress her cheek. A slight rubbing to don't wake up her. My goddess was exhausted of her day.

She moans softly under my caress. Sometimes I ask me that who exhausted her more, her work day or our night? I feel her to move next me, she is a little agitated. She must do a nightmare; I am sure what she dreams of her father. I slip a little near her and I caress her cheek to calm her. Her reaction is immediate, she curls against me. I close slowly my arms around her the manner protectors. I kiss lovely her forehead.

« Kira ? »

« Hum, …. ? » I feel her hot breath to caress my throat at a regular rhythm. I shiver lightly.

« Promise me one thing, please » she asks me with an exhausted and small voice.

« What ! » I know that my monosyllabic answer irritate her. Besides she sighs of exasperation. It's stronger of me, I smile. The silence starts to drag on interminably. Will she fall a sleep again?

«Promise me that never you leave me, please …. » Her voice gives me a jump. I was sure that she fall a sleep again.

« What ? », my voice expresses more the surprise than the question. She sometimes surprises me, where does she search this idea? Finally, Cagalli has always the preoccupations that pass me! She frees oneself of my hug and she revives suddenly. She searches my glance. Her beautiful amber eyes are disconcerted by the tear and they are sad. Suddenly, few tears flow on her cheek. She is afraid, I can see it in her disconcerted glance and especially I can feel in my soul. I don't know if it's because we are twins and therefore bind by a telepathic tie. For me, it's because we are in love and our souls are complementary, that I can feel that she feels.

She is afraid to be abandoned, fright to live again the same tears that the war inflicted her.

«Promise me that you never let me alone; that you never abandon me; …. Please… I can't live again that! …. I …. » Her voice breaks and now the tears cascade o her beautiful white cheeks. I know she thinks at her father; at Ahmed … She sees again those she lost in this war …. Or she'll think lost! Suddenly I realise she suffered enormously when she think I was dead!

« Cagalli …. » I attract her at myself and I dry her tears with the slow and lovely motions. Suddenly she frees herself of my hug and she fixes me straight in the eyes since few second.

«Please, Kira, I … » her voice breaks in an unverifiable sob. She lowers her head to mask her tears. She is too proud to appear weak in front of somebody because a head of state never depresses by his feelings! Of course according to her. The shiver went through her body she cries so much that she shivers like a leaf. But like a leaf what fall of a tree and it takes by a storm wind.

I tend my hand and I slip my finger under her chin. I force her to raise her head and I keep my pressure so that she fixes me. I smile at her gently and lovely.

« Promise my princess. I never leave you and I never let anything to separate us though it arrives. » I caress delicately her cheek and I attract her at me. I set a sweet kiss on her light pink lips. When our lips disconnect she lodges her head in my neck and she doesn't move since longs minutes. I press her against me and I let one of my hands to caress her back, just a slight rubbing to appease her muscle's tension. She finishes becoming calm; I can feel her body to loosen under my caress and her breath to become regular.

Her regular breath caresses my neck. Does she have an idea of the torture that she inflicts me? To have her here naked and can't caress her like I want, like I desire …. I die of desire to have more than a simple physical touch between our two bodies. I bit my lips. It isn't the time and it isn't surely of that she has need for instant. I lower my eyes to her blond head and I lay a small kiss on her hair.

It must that I think at other thing! I must do this! After that I'm the Ultimate coordinator! Though sometimes it doesn't useful at nothing this status! Like now for example …. I force my spirit to divert of the warmth of her body and of the sensation that it born in me. I fix my tough on our first meeting, this time where, at Héliopolis, our way met by accident, and where I took her for a boy. Suddenly I want laugh …. The picture who attack now my spirit are more funny: our first meeting when I took her for a boy, in the desert when she was glaze of sauce, next when she appeared in dress and that I say her she was a girl ….

My smile grow lager and I try don't laugh but same the light shiver course my body. Cagalli slowly frees herself of my hug. She notices that I do many efforts to not laugh. I continue to smille even when she fixes me. I bit my lip to not laugh.

« Why do you laugh? » Her voice becomes normal, she is totally calm.

« Hum, you want really to know? » I'm the teasing humour and I start to laugh gently. I can't hold back me. Now I want to play a little with her, to tease her. Especially with Cagalli, it's easier! She gets excited fast! But I know that I risk to regret it. Her glance becomes dark.

« Good, if you want not to say me …. And good, kept your secrets for you! » This time she is really aggravated. The ORB's princess never changes! I laugh frankly! It's more strong of me …..

« Oh, if you take the things like that and good sleep alone! » She is angry this time; my Victory's goddess goes out her kitten's claw to defend herself. With a rapidity that I don't think she has, she rises to one's feet and she jump outside the bed. She searches her clothes. Imagine, the directing of ORB doesn't go to walk naked in the wall of palace! I increase of laugh at the vision of a Cagalli walking the night naked in the wall!

It's at this time that her eyes cross mine. There, she is not only in anger, she is as extremely …. sad and disappointed? She turns at me her back and she slips on her underwear. A little bell strikes in my spirit: MISTACKE! She believes that I mock of her feeling, of her doubt and her fear…. Oh, no there I was an idiot!

With my rapidity of MS pilot, I catch her by the waist and I attract her at me. She struggles to free herself of my taking. She has a certain strength same that she can't compete with me. Though she has a certain advantage, I'm afraid to hurt her, her, she knows that she can't hurt me. But I am not exhausted my resourcefulness. I let her to struggles. The only thing she arrives to do it's to fall over us in the bed. I laugh at new, and this time she imitates me. The absurd of the situation helps a little. We need few minutes to keep our breath.

«To answer you I remembered our first meeting and our reunion in the desert » I turn myself toward her and I smile lovely at her. She grimaces gently.

« Ah, euh, ….. why ? It hasn't nothing of …. Hum …. Exceptionally it was sooner commonplace. Lastly, if it excludes the war. » She is extremely serious and I can see the sadness at new recovers her eyes. I really hurt her ! The worse that it didn't what I wanted…. Good, it needs that I get back into favour with her! Particularly that I hate to see her like that.

« Mmmm, … all of moment past with you are exceptional and wonderful … for me! » My voice is a murmur. I think that sincerely, I hold so much at her.

«Same our quarrel ? Same the time where I slap you? » Her tone is suspicious.

«Yes, same our quarrel and same the slap, who didn't justify I call again at you! …. All of time past with you are precious for me … » I slowly lift up and I fix her in the eyes. Cagalli lift up and kneels on the bed. She supports my glance while blushing gentle.

« …. Because I love you » My voice is a murmur like a stream's murmur. Her cheeks blush a little more and a wonderful smile draws in her sweet lips. Her hand touches lightly my cheek, touch more than a caress.

«I love you too …. » Her voice are a light murmur. She approaches gently her lips of mine.

« I love you since our first glance …. » Her light pink lips alight on mines. She shuts her eyes and I imitate her. I enjoy this time steals at the eternity. It's the first time we recognize our love …. at high voice and the direct way.

She breaks the kiss and she comes to curl up against me. I hug her and I bit sweetly her ear.

« Hum, do you be tired? » I hope she answer no.

« Hum, I die of sleep and tomorrow the day will be long … » she murmurs in yawning. She comes to curl up against me and she shuts her eyes.

« Good night, Kira. »

« Good night my rose » I kiss her forehead. The principal thing is that she feels better …. I shut my eyes and I wait the sleep …. »

To be continue….

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