E/N (Endomiel's notes): Hiya people! How're you all doing? This is my new idea for a fic, and uh, I hope you like it. I don't really know what to tell you about it coz uh… I suggest you read 'High school, my P.O.V.' before you read this fic, but it's not required. There are some things, which you'll understand much better if you read that fic first tho. Oh, and there's a few more things, for one, this fic isn't like the average LotR fic in the way that it's not really about a fellowship-member and the fellowship-members don't really have big roles in this fic. Oh, and then there's also the fact that I like to write fics with the help of songs coz by using songs the story itself is better illustrated. Okay, enough of my lecturing for one chapter, C ya!

Disclaimer: Well, whaddoyaknow! I don't own any LotR characters! Big surprise there. Oh, and I don't own the song either, it's by the cardigans, and the saying 'Hey Joe, whaddoyaknow!' is from the movie Artificial Intelligence (AI). Oh, and Leamington, Florida doesn't really exist, I made that city up.

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Chapter one; "To break up: to end and relationship, affair or contract before the agreed upon date"

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'This is the story of Endomiel, Goddess of evil, after her split with Legolas, prince of Mirkwood and Lord of Ithiliën. I am telling you this story because I feel you have a right to know about your past.' I said to the two little boys sitting in front of me. 'It is set a few years ago and some things may sound familiar to you. As I was saying, Legolas and I just split up…' I started to tell the story of "us", a story extraordinaire.

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After the split, I sought the globe for something familiar, something I needed to survive. I always told myself I could do without it, but I guess not.

You know, I have seen a sky without sun, a man with no nation, saints, captive in chains, a song with no name, for lack of imagination. And I have seen, darker than ebony. And now it seems that, without his eyes, I could never be. My one desire, all I aspire, is in your eyes forever to live. Travelled all over the 7 oceans, there is nothing I wouldn't give. Came from Bahrain, got to Beirut, looking for someone comparing to you. Tearing down windows and doors, and I could not find eyes like yours. I have seen a woman of means in rags and begging for some pleasure. Crossed a river of salt just after I rode a ship that's sunk in the desert. And I have seen evillest of evil, and still it seems that without your eyes I could never be. Travelled the globe, made good to evil, tearing down windows and doors, still I could not find eyes like yours…

I had left Middle-Earth a long time ago and was now living in the Easternesse, the place all elves go when they're running for something. It was now the year 2002 and the world had changed a lot in the years I was there. I have seen wonderful things come and go, and met wonderful people. But then again, I have seen some of the most terrible things too. War, diseases, all kinds of crap. But now, better times had come, at least to the states that is. Florida is a wonderful place to live, and that's why my guy (goddess, how I like to say that! My guy! My guy! My guy! :o) and I moved to Florida a few days ago. We now lived across the street of the exact same spot as I lived 2000 years ago, only the old building had been there then, now had been destroyed and instead there now was a gigantic apartment building. Everything was state-of-the-art and it was a beautiful place to live.

My boyfriend is called Joe coz, well, that's his name. He's 24, kinda tall, about my height, green eyes, dark-blonde hair, and he's really nice. I think he loves me. I don't know for sure, but I think so. I don't really love him tho, but he loves me, and that's what it's all about. I don't need much, but the one thing I've always needed since I moved here is someone who loved me. Don't really know why tho, I used to know, but I've long forgotten. It all has been such a long time. I don't remember much out of my time in Middle-Earth, only that I was really happy there, something silly made me leave and I could never return.

I've got quite a lot of Elf friends here in the Easternesse. I've kept close contact with EIE, Elves In (the) Easternesse, the organisation that makes Elves who move to the Easternesse feel at home here and helps Elves already living here to hide their immortality by giving them a new passport every three years with an altered birth-date. They have various portals here (Europe, Asia, Africa, Australia, South- and North-America) and I've help Elves feel at home here all over the globe. Not quite the behaviour of a Goddess of Evil, I know, but hey, I had to do something! Anyway, back to the story.

Like I said, I now lived across the street of my old place, and was having a good time there. I was enjoying my last few days of vacation, while Joe already had to go to work. I had to start in three days, on the 13th of January, that's when the person I'm going to replace will retire. I've had many jobs over the years, but liked teaching the best, and that's what I've been doing for like… the past 125 years. I'm going to teach class on a Junior High-school, 9th form. But now, I'm just kicking back on the couch, watching an old movie Joe had rented. The frond door of the apartment opened.

'Hey honey! I'm back!'

'Hey Joe, whaddoyaknow!' He walked in and dropped the newspaper on the table. He sat next to me on the couch.

'What are you watching?' He asked me.

'That movie you rented.'

'O.'

'How was work?'

'It was okay.' Joe's a banker. I don't really know what he does, but he earns loads of money.

'Kewl.' We sat there quite a while, watching the movie. When the movie was over, we still sat there. Joe was reading the newspaper, while I was reading LotR for like, the millionth time. I love that book, it's one of the last things Leg-related I've got. That, the necklace around my neck, and some other small things.

I could feel something in the air had changed over the past few days and I had an idea what it was… Now I fear we're facing a problem. He loves me no longer, I know and lately there is nothing that I can do, to make him do. My friends tell me I shouldn't bother, that I oath just stick to another man, a man that surely deserves me, and I think I will. And so I hoped, and I prayed and I begged… I looked over the top of my book and stared at the newspaper. Love me, love me, say that you love me… He did nothing. Fool me, fool me, go on and fool me… No respond. Love me, love me, pretend that you love me! He flipped the page of his paper. Need me, need me, just say that you need me! So again I hoped, and I prayed and I begged for you to love me, love me, say that you love me! Need me, need me, just say that you need me! I can't care about anything but you…

The day passed slowly, but at a certain point, the night came. We went to our room and laid next to each other in our big waterbed. Lately I have desperately pondered. Spent my nights awake and I wondered, what I could have done in another may, to make you love me. I will end up lost in confusion. I don't care if you really care, as long as you don't go… Oh please, love me, love me, say that you love me! Fool me, fool me, go on and fool me! Love me, love me, pretend that you love me! Need me, need me, just say that you need me! I prayed, and I begged for him to love me, love me, go on and fool me! Need me, need me, just say that you need me! Is there no one who really cares for me?

'Hey Lon…'

'Yeah?' I answered with hope in my mind.

'Goodnight.'

'Uh… yeah, goodnight…' The next morning, I got up early. I packed my bags and walked towards the door of the apartment. 'Bye Joe.' I whispered.

'Hey Lon?!?' Shit, he noticed I'm gone! But how? I closed the closets, so he can't see my stuff is gone…

'What is it?' I shouted through the apartment.

'Why are you up this early?' Uh…

'I'm making us breakfast.'

'Oh, okay.' I opened the door and stepped out. I silently closed the door behind me. I walked out of the apartment building and crossed the street. I walked into the office of the apartment building on the other side of the road.

'Uhm, hi, is the apartment upstairs still for rent?' I asked the guy behind the desk.

'Yes, it is. Are you interested?'

'Yes, yes I am. How much does it cost?'

'$10000 per month.' That's a lot… but hey, I've got magic powers, the money's no problem to me.

'Okay, I'll take it. When can I move in?'

'You can move in right away, if you can fill out this form and pay for the first three months of your residence right away.' He looked at me as if he knew I wouldn't be able to pay that amount of money. Too bad mister, I've got the money! :oP I made money appear out of nowhere in my wallet.

'Okay.' I said as I signed the papers and paid the $30000.

'I will lead you to your apartment.' The guy said as he opened the door in the back of the office and led me to a hallway and we entered an elevator. He pushed the button for the 4th floor. 'The entrance to the building is right next to the entrance you entered the building through and there is one on the other side of the building too. There are two porters at the door 24 hours a day and you will only be allowed in if you show this card.' He showed me a little white card, credit card size. 'This card is also the key to your apartment.' He continued. 'Every apartment is opened by sliding the card through the lot and entering the 4 digit code, a different one for each apartment.' We stepped out of the elevator and crossed the hallway. He slid the card through the lot next to the door of the apartment. 'Your code is 4448, remember that code, for you will be not told again.'

'Never again?' I asked.

'Only under special circumstances.'

'Okay.' 4448, gotta remember that. The door opened.

'Enjoy your stay.' He said. 'If you need any help, call 0046 with the phone in your apartment. You will be connected with the front desk.' I guess this apartment is only for the very rich people… Oh well, I think I'll survive being rich. :o) I walked into the apartment and looked around. It was huge! I was standing in the hallway, to my right were 4 and to my left were 3 doors and the hallway ended in a big living room. The first door to my right was a medium-sized room, I think meant to be a study or a guest room. The same story for the first door to my left. The second door to the right was a big room with a balcony, I think this will be my bedroom. The second door to my left was a dinner-room connected to the third room to my left with a service hatch and a swing-door. The third door to my right was a beautiful white - pastel green - pastel blue coloured bathroom with shower, bathtub, sink, wooden cupboards and all that kind of stuff and it was connected to my bedroom with a second door. The third door to my left was a kitchen, and a nice one it was. It was big, pastel-coloured like the bathroom and again with wooden cupboards and a big fridge and freezer. The living room was, like the other rooms, totally empty, except for a little table in the corner with an phone on it. Time to decorate the place. I snapped my fingers. The house was now decorated to my style, complete with big-screen TV and state-of-the-art computer. My cell-phone rang.

'Hey.' I said.

'Hey.' It was Joe.

'Hi Joe.'

'Hi.' A long silence followed.

'What's your problem?' I broke the silence.

'Your stuff is gone.'

'Anything else missing?'

'Uh yeah, you.'

'You know things haven't been going to good between us the past few days, do you?'

'Yeah.'

'O couldn't do it anymore Joe, I just had to leave, break free, you know.'

'Yeah, it's okay with me, it's all for the best. I was just concerned, I wondered if you were okay.'

'I'm fine.'

'Where are you?'

'Across the street.'

'What are you doing there?'

'I just rented an apartment there.'

'So you're moving out for good?'

'Yep.'

'Okay.' The thing I'd been thinking for quite a while now was confirmed, he didn't love me anymore.

'Okay.'

'We're still friends right?'

'Of course.'

'Okay. Well, I gotta go now, even tho it's Saturday, I got to work, so…'

'I'll be seeing you around.'

'Yeah. You are going to throw a house-warming party, aren't you?'

'Of course!' Right, a house-warming party! How could I forget that? I have to start planning one right away!

'Okay, well, if I don't see you before the party, I'll see you there.'

'Yep.'

'Bye!'

'Bye!' He hung up. I stood there a few minutes with the phone in my hand and then hung up too. I started to realize that I just had the easiest break-up ever and am single now. Single… Let's go have some fun! :o)

E/N: And? What do you think of this (pretty short) first chapter of my new fic? Please give me some feedback! (Mail or Reviews, everything's welcome! :o) Well, I'll be sitting here, waiting for your reviews…