Welcome to my First Story, well Story is rather generous, this will be a collection of Drabbles that will tell a single Story and as you can see it´s not all Pretty and Beautiful in this NaruWorld.

So A Few Things to clarify, This Will be an Angst-y NaruSaku, don´t expect Hinata to appear as a romantic choice for Naruto and Sasuke won´t be bashed but with the way canon has been treating him it won´t be necessary (He has lost his Mind).

So hopefully you´ll like it, Please Review comments, suggestions and corrections.

Disclaimer: I Own Nothing . . . Really, I´m Naked at a Café Internet Typing this.

Chapter One: And so it is . . .

The Sun was shining, birds were singing and children were laughing, it should be a perfect day, war was over, old grudges were forgiven and forgotten. But perhaps more importantly the World was at peace.

But Naruto didn't care about any of this. . . Not today.

There was a wedding today in Konoha. Just a Small Wedding, a wedding without any kind of importance for the world at large . . . and yet it meant the world for a few persons for different reasons.

No, Right Now Naruto cared about Sakura "Wanted Sakura, Needed Sakura, LOVED Sakura" and it´s because Naruto cares that he is Running Away, not out of cowardice or shame. No, He is running away because if he stays he´ll do something crazy, something that will probably end up with Sakura Hating him for real. So He will go, for a day or two "It´s been a long time since I´ve visited Gaara", until this nightmare is over.

For The Rosette that finally fulfilled her Childhood Dream of having her "Team" back together. and to marry the "Prince"

He´s been playing his part, because he is not the one she wants, so he is "The Friend". Always "The Friend", And so he does what is expected of Him, He Listens. Hears her complaint time and time again about how insensitive the Bastard is only to see her swooning into his arms the minute he shows up . . . it makes him nauseous.

For the Avenger without Reason looking for meaning in his Life, he has to do this, It´s necessary because he needs a strong Clan and She has gotten Stronger.

Shikamaru and Naruto even fought once, the lazy ninja claimed that it was more Troublesome watching him suffer every time Sakura and the Bastard were together, so when the genius claimed the he was going to tell Sakura about how Naruto really felt, well . . . let's just say that after 4 broken ribs a minor concussion a couple of blood replenishing pills and destroying a part of the Nara Forest, Naruto Found out that Shikamaru could be Lazy but he could also fight like a Son of a Bitch and Naruto thought he could plan Traps. Shikamaru never mentioned it again once he found out that Sakura was getting married.

And for the Young Man with a Sad Smile that wanted a Family and Love but only got a broken Team and a Broken Heart.

Naruto wasn´t a Selfish person but there were days he really wanted to be, Because it hurts so bad, even when he heard the news, he couldn´t curse, scream and rave at the unfairness of it all because that´s not what Sakura wanted, so he smiled and cheered like it was expected of him. And His Heart broke so many times over and over again, so much that he was surprised a few days later while lying in bed to find out that besides that feeling of Hurt, Betrayal and Dullness there also was that same Love, he still Loved Sakura despite everything.

Apparently the same thing that broke his heart is the same thing that kept him from breaking completely. It was so Ironic, Sad . . . and happy, because he realized that he´ll never stop loving Sakura and after all He can´t be mad at her, she was just doing what He was doing. Following her heart.

Too Bad Her heart didn´t lead her to Him.

Shall I Continue? . . .