They told me today that the emperor is dead and so is Obi-Wan. Ani, or is it Darth Vader now, killed them both on Mustafar. I would have thought things would return to normal, but he wants to rule the galaxy. Between all of this and the babies on the way, it turns out that I am force capable.
I can't handle this stress constantly. It's always something. I need a way to channel my stress. Anakin has suggested the darkside now that I am force sensitive. Maybe that is the way. We could raise a family together the way we planned, and Anakin could help me with my stress. Yes, that must be the way. I can only hope it doesn't engulf me as it did the emperor and Ani...