I watch her unload Asher's bags from the car intently. Her hair falls in her face and she casually brushes it out of her face aggregatedly. She is always aggravated whenever i'm around. But she is still the most beautiful woman i have ever seen.

"Red!" I hear her snap and shake my head clearing my thoughts. I cough clearing my throat before answering.

"Yes?"

"Is something wrong? Should I be worried about letting my kid go with you?" She snaps and i shake my head holding my daughter close.

"No I'm fine Belle, thank you for your concern." i say and her jaw tightens.

"Because i don't want to be worrying about my kid all weekend." she says and i sigh tugging Asher into my side.

"You do remember that it took both of us to make her right?" i say and she glares at me before crouching down in front of Asher.

"Come here and say good bye to mommy, baby." she says opening her arms to Asher who runs into them.

"okay love you ready to go get some dinner from Granny?" i ask and Asher jumps up and down.

"Yeah lets go!" she screams and Belle smiles at her. Belle stands and i smile tightly at her.

"We will see you in a few days." i say and she nods.

"okay munchkin lets go." i say taking Ashers hand and put her in the car.

-—

I hear a loud knock on my apartment door and stumble to the door. I unlock the door and swing it open to see the love of my life drunk holding onto the frame.

"Belle."

"Hey sexy." she says with hooded eyes and a raspy voice.

"Shh Asher is sleeping." i say and she stumbles forward into me. My wolf starts prancing around inside me and howls at her hands on my arms.

"You are still as stunning as when we got married all those years ago." she says nipping my ear and chin.

my mind goes back to five years ago when i watched her walk down the aisle to me. she was absolutely stunning just like now.

"now we are divorced." i say reminding her. "You broke up with me." i say and she pulls back and looks at me bleary eyed.

"You cheated on me." she states

"You never let me explain." i say and she growls. i see her fangs peek out of her mouth.

I turned her years ago when we were dating. She was always meant to be my mate. From the first time i met her i knew she was supposed to be mine. We dated for several months before she finally talked me into turning her.

"Baby please. I want to be with you forever. I'm your mate and we both know it." she says coming over and straddling me on the couch.

"Belle i cant-…" i say and she starts kissing my face slowly knowing how much it turns me on.

"Please."

"No."

"Please."

"No." i say and she stands up off of me and starts to walk to the door of my apartment.

"Belle where are you going?" i ask standing up.

"If you wont turn me i will find someone to do it for me." she says and i grab her wrist.

"Get off me." she says and i lift her over my shoulder and carry her into my room. i lay her down on the bed and straddle her.

"Why do you want to be turned so bad?" i ask kissing her cheek softly.

"Because i refuse to live without you." she says closing her eyes.

"I dont understand?"

"one day you will see me as a weak human and will leave me because you are going to live for hundreds of years and i will live for 80 tops." she says and i kiss her softly on the lips.

"I'm never going to leave you. WE will never leave you. You are the love of our life." I say and she shakes her head.

"I love you. I need you. Forever." she whispers and i watch her for long moments. she stares at me hard in the eyes never breaking eye contact.

"Okay." i relent and her face breaks out in a smile. She leans up and kisses me hard.

"Thank you."

"I don't want to hear why you cheated on me." she says biting my neck.

"Why are you here Belle? Did you and Alison breakup?" i ask inquiring about her latest fling.

"We just didn't work." she says and licks the bite on my neck.

"Take me to bed?" she asks kissing my ear.

"No not this time." i say and she bites my ear.

"Why not now?"

"Because you need to figure out how to function after these things without me." i say and she looks at me pouting.

"I miss you." she slurs and i close my eyes trying to do the right thing.

I have to fight it. She will just leave me in the morning.

She kisses under my chin before working her way up to my lips. she bites my bottom lip, gently before getting harder trying to get my attention. I open my eyes and she holds my gaze, she leans up and slowly licks my lips.

"I love you" she whispers knowing it will break me. I lean down and kiss her almost angry. she smirks against my lips and pushes me into the house.

we stumble through the apartment to my room. She shoves me onto the bed before fallowing me. she attaches her lips to my neck and rips my shirt off. i hiss when her lips wrap around my nipple.

"Please don't stop baby." i whimper falling apart under her.

"beg me." she lifts her head and demands.

"Please. Please sweetheart." i beg and she smiles before leaning back down.

"Oh my god! I love you!" i groan out panting. She comes back up and lays out next to me as i catch my breath.

"You still taste just as good." she says smiling drunkinly at me before flopping back and closing her eyes.

i roll over and straddle her and her eyes snap open. I kiss her cheek before going further down her body. She bends her back up into me and closes her eyes groaning.

"Just do it."

I smile as i rediscover the love of my life body. Her abs tighten as her body bends into mine. the sweat glistens in the light and i make my way further down her body.

-—-

I roll over the next morning as the light pours through the windows. I roll over and am not surprised when i see the other side of the bed empty.

I would think the whole thing was a dream if it wasn't for the red lipstick stains on my white pillow cases. i run my hand under the other pillow and pull out a lace pair of underwear.

"I love you." i whisper into the empty room.