The Moment
The tears ran aimlessly down my face
And I couldn't seem to stop them.
I wanted to seem strong for those around me
But my body denied me that wish
The moment I found out
I did not want to believe it.
That you, someone I loved would leave me!
I felt so many things when I heard you were gone
And feeling the sting of death hurt!
I felt anger and sorrow, because you left me,
Happiness and relief, because you were in a better place
A place where you would never feel pain anymore
A place where there are no tears or sorrow
A place where the is only never ending love
I wish you could be with me
But I know you want to be where you are
I wish I could have told you I loved you one more time
And hear your voice telling me the same
Much time has passed since your passing
And I still shed tears for you
I wish I could see and hear you one more time
I look to the stars and try to find your face in the patterns
I close my eyes listening for your loving voice
But I know I will only find these things in my memory of you
It is not, and never will be the same without you
I miss your smile and your warm hugs that would protect me from anything
But it does not hurt as much
Because I know you are looking down on me from Heaven
Smiling and telling me that I will see you soon
And it makes me smile to think of that
I dream of seeing you again
And I wait and wait for the time that will happen
The love I have for you will never end
And it keeps building every moment we are apart
And I can't wait for that moment when we meet again.
Dedicated to Carmen Aurora Tormos Rivera DiPaolo
