Just Fall
Breaking the habit is by Linkin Park! Not me!
Sequel to Missing
Ichigo-
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
The red haired she-cat kneeled over a stone. This was not in her world, it was Kishu's. His grave. Kishu's grave. The thought made her heart prickle with pain. She thought she loved Masaya but she didn't it took his death to understand it was him she loved. Pai turned to her as he noticed her tears. He had no words for the girl, he was bitter. His best friend had killed himself over this human filth. He couldn't hate Kishu for it, but he could blame her. Her face turned down, bangs covering her eyes with shadow.
"I'm sorry" she whispered. If he had not had elfin ears, Pai would not have heard it.
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
She had come to this world against her friends judgments. She snuck out to seek Pai. They thought she was mourning in her room, when she was mourning over Kishu's grave. Pai had told her that Taru was crying in his bedroom. Kishu had been almost his older brother. She let a shaky sigh fall from her lips.
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
It was a hard choice between him and Masaya. When she had made it, she had gone looking for the flirty alien. She had asked Pai where Kishu was, that she had to tell that she chose him.
"Haven't you heard human?" Pai snapped when she had asked "He jumped off a building because you love Masaya." At first she thought he was being a jerk, but realized it was true when uncharacteristic tears emerged in his sight. She gaped at him in disbelief before shedding tears for the one she really loves.
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
Kishu, Kishu , Kishu. It was she thought from then on. Kishu, Kishu , Kishu. Nothing more nothing less. Slowly she too, got depressed. Before anyone could stop her, she wandered to where Kishu had been, before he had fallen. A thought occurred to her as she looked down. She would join him, she thought. She would join him and tell him how she had chosen death. Chosen him.
She fell.