Ohayou! ^_^

Sooo! since i feel so guilty for neglecting my stories, i decided to have an extra upload. Flame kindly though since i might not be so good on this whole...

M-rated part! ^^

Uhm...

I DONT OWN ANYONE OF THE RUROUNI KENSHIN CHARACTERS!

Although...I wouldn't mind if i owned just him..!*yum* Hohohoho! =^_^=

Mine!

Married life was great! Kaoru stretched her arms up as she sat up. Kenshin was long gone from the bedroom, and was probably doing breakfast right about now. Just by thinking about him she missed him already. Then she thought about the night before and blushed furiously. He had thought her things she didn't even know could be done...

Ano...something was missing. It was like a part of him wasn't there when they made love. Not that she was complaining, no sir! He really knew how to treat her... So soft and tender. Always tending to her every need.

But...she wanted more. She felt ashamed for herself for feeling that way. But she truly felt like he was holding back. With a deep sigh she was about to turn around as the shoji slid open.

"Kenshin." She smiled.

"Here Koi. I thought that you might be hungry after last night..." He replied softly taking in her half naked form with his gaze.

"Arigato."

He sat down beside her and settled a tray between them.

"Yahiko is coming for practise around noon today."

"Mm."

"Sanosuke and I are going in to town to run some errands, but we won't be gone for to long."

"Okay..." She replied putting her cup down and looked at him.

"When are you leaving..?"

"In a short while."

She leaned in and kissed him and whispered seductively:

"How...short?"

Kenshin cupped her cheeks and kissed her again. His purple eyes met hers.

"Oh...not that short..." he said huskily and pushed her down to the futon.

Kaoru moaned and he smiled as he trailed small butterfly kisses along the line of her jaw, before capturing her lips. She lifted her arms and carefully stroke his back. He nibbled her earlobe and slowly licked it. Kaoru dug her nails in his skin in pleasure, and moaned for him.

"Mmm... Kenshin..."

He bit his lip at the sound of his name, trying to gain some kind of control. Then he slowly withdrew her covers, and kissed her again. This time more fierce than before. His wife really knew how to tease him. Suddenly he froze. Kaoru looked up at him, seriously confused.

"K-Kenshin..?"

He didn't answer her, instead he looked at the shoji, as if listening for something.

"Oi! Kenshin? You up yet?!" Sanos voice echoed throughout the dojo.

He sighed heavily and replied.

"Hai! I'll be right out, that I will be, Sanosuke!"

He looked up and settled his eyes on her. Her eyes widened at the sight of him. Amber faded from his eyes, and as he blinked, it disappeared. But it had been there.

"Ano Kaoru. Onegai... Hold this thought until I come home." he begged her. She could only nod as he left the room, after making sure he was back to his usual state.

The moment he slid the shoji shut, Kaoru realized what she wanted. He sure as hell wouldn't want to give her that though. She wanted the battousai to come out and play. The passion must have brought him out in the first place. The same passion that seethed in him when he had protected her during battle.

She swallowed hard and decided to definitely hold that thought until later. But for now she had to get dressed and practice before Yahiko came over, she wanted to be in shape to kick his ass during training.

After all he was her apprentice, and who was she not to remind him of that, ne? She giggled and got up to get dressed.

Yahiko stumbled backwards and landed on the floor.

"Oi Busu! I thought you were going to teach me!"

"Gomen ne Yahiko-chan, Ano, you could use a little competition sometimes, it keeps you on your feet!"

He got up and rubbed his head.

"You're enjoying this way too much..!"

"I just might be!" she grinned.

"But that will do for today Yahiko, I'm tired after bossing you around. We'll continue tomorrow."

He put away the bokken.

"Don't worry, tomorrow you won't even know what hit you, baa-chan. You're really turning slow Kaoru, even though you don't want to admit it! I could have easily taken you down if I had really wanted to." he stuck out his tongue at her.

She closed her eyes.

"Get...out!" she screamed and chased him to the gates of the dojo, where he got away.

"Mou! I can't believe that baka! He's so ungrateful! And to think that he is my only student...!" she muttered and closed the gates and went back inside to clean up after them.

She picked up her bokken, put it back where it belonged and swept the floors. Tired she closed her eyes and sat down on the tatami and relaxed. Her eyes shot open as soon as she heard a familiar voice.

"Have I ever told you how beautiful you look when you teach Yahiko?"

She turned her head.

"Kenshin... How long have you been there?"

"A while."

She smiled and he pulled her up on her feet. Still in his embrace she asked him:

"How did it go in town?"

"As expected. I bought dinner, and Sano helped Megumi-Dono..." he gave her a hazy look.

She nodded and gave him a chaste kiss. He almost growled when she left his lips.

"I've been holding that thought..." she whispered only inches away from his lips, breathing heavily.

"Kaoru..."

Slowly Kenshin kissed her again. As they pulled apart she panted for air, before kissing him anew. His hands grabbed her rear and lifted her onto his hips, letting her know what he wanted. Then he walked into their bedroom. Her feet barely hit their futon, as he assaulted her again. She was so aroused that her head was spinning. Kenshin opened her training yukata and undid her bindings. Suddenly her every piece of garment was on the floor along with his, and she was naked. She gasped as his lips found her nipple.

"...Kenshin! "

He smiled smugly and captured the other one between his thumb and index finger. He pulled back to look at her, and his hand cupped her cheek as he slowly whispered:

"Anata. Look at me."

And she did. Those purple eyes held an unending love that could make her insides melt. He bent his head down and kissed her as he placed himself between her legs. She felt him there and pushed her hips up at him, desperate for contact. He let out a small laughter and interlaced their fingers. Then with one solid push he thrusted himself inside of her.

Kaoru bit her lip and whimpered out his name. He kissed her and claimed her slowly. But as her breaths became shorter and shorter he was having more trouble resisting the urge to go faster.

"Kenshin...Anata...please...more!" She begged and he obeyed with a grunt.

He felt her release. She screamed his name and dug her nails into his shoulders, as her inner walls began their rhythmic cramping around him. He felt how he lost the battle to hold back and suddenly he cried her name in his own release, filling her up. He struggled to support himself on his elbows and looked at Kaorus tired face. She sighed happily and smiled.

"Aishiteru Kenshin."

"Aishiteru too, Anata" he panted and buried his face in her chest. Her fingers stroked through his hair and slowly his breathing came back to normal. He pulled out and pulled her up beside him. Her head resting on his chest.

"Kenshin..."

"Hm...?"

"I..."

She fidgeted with her hair, clearly nervous.

"You do know that I love you right. All of you?"

"Hai. Why?"

"I just wanted you to know."

He smiled and closed his eyes. Inside of him there was an ongoing battle between the rurouni and the battousai, both wanting to take the lead role in their love making. He swallowed hard as he breathed in her jasmine scent, and slowly drifted off to sleep.

Since that afternoon she had tried to entice him in new ways. Nothing worked. Nothing. Boy that man had an annoyingly good self-control! Kaoru sighed deeply and let out a frustrated growl.

"Mou!"

Kenshin walked through the gates and saw her standing there.

"Kaoru... Are you okay?"

She nodded. He sat down beside her on the porch.

"Kaoru, don't think I haven't noticed." He said quietly, shooting her a look.

"Huh?"

"You want 'more' right?"

She just stared at him, so he continued.

"I...don't think I can give you that. Atleast not yet. I don't trust the battousai. And I really don't want to hurt you. I don't know what could happen, he's to possessive and I...No, i can't." He lowered his gaze and looked away.

"Kenshin, Koi, I know you don't" Kaoru replied softly taking his hand.

"I trust you. You would never do anything that could harm me in any way. I've seen you in battle, and I know that you have great self-control Kenshin."

He looked at her, but she couldn't read his emotions.

"But if you don't want to, then I'm not pushing."

She leaned in and kissed him. He breathed in her scent and embraced her.

"Arigato. Aishiteru."

She smiled.

"Mm. You too anata..."

After a moment of silence he said:

"Well I have to do laundry..."

"I'm just going to clean the dojo, then I'm coming to keep you company."

He nodded and rose to his feet. Kaoru pouted a bit and walked towards the dojo. She would make one last attempt before giving up. Tomorrow. He would go and buy tofu, and come home, alone, she'd make sure of it. If that couldn't catch his attention enough then she was done. If it hurt him, then it wasn't worth it. She smiled as a plan formed in her head.

Kaoru kissed him farewell and entered the kitchen, this would be the first place he'd enter when coming back. She hurried into their bedroom and changed. Then she grabbed the obi on the kimono and tied a knot on it, making a circle. She pulled it through the steps in the kitchen, tying it tightly enough to slip her hands through it. Then she sat down on the stairs and staged her kimono, so it was revealing her skin, and showing off her delicious curves. She let her hair down and spread it around her shoulders. Then she nervously slipped her hand through the silky circles she had tied. And after that... She waited.

She had never been so nervous about anything with him. Shortly after that she heard the dojo gates close and footsteps were closing in on her. Kenshin put down the tofu outside the door, when he realized that the shoji was half opened. His senses went on alert. He narrowed his eyes and listened. Then he flung it opened.

"Kaoru!"

His breath caught in his throat. His eyes rested on her body.

"Anata..." she whispered in a low voice.

He just stood there. She began to feel uneasy. He wasn't going to touch her. Kami. She was such an idiot! He had told her no, and she just hadn't listened and... She looked him in the eyes and suddenly it dawned on her. He was struggling! His eyes had traces of gold in them. Slowly, he took a step forward.

"Kaoru..."

The tension in the room was as thick as an upcoming thunderstorm. She spread her legs and whined.

"Claim me."

...Nothing.

Not even a flinch in his face. That's it, if this wasn't a turn on, then what was? She gave up! In the same moment she did, Kenshins eyes tinted gold.

He gave her an intimidating stare, and used his godlike speed, to press her against the staircase. Her heart started racing.

"So you want to play...So da ka, Kaoru?"

"Do you really think that's wise..?"

She took a shaky breath and nodded. The Battousai had been awakened. He laughed at her. Then he undid his obi and ripped it in two. Roughly he tied her feet to the stairs. Then he crashed his lips against hers. They were hard and full of desire. She breathed heavily as they broke apart, clearly excited. He let his hand travel over her flat stomach only to rest on her hair, just below the navel. She pushed against him.

"Calm down." He ordered.

She obeyed. He smiled and touched her. She whimpered and closed her eyes. Kaoru almost screamed at the sensation of him pushing two of his fingers deep inside of her. He knelt between her legs and leaned in and looked at her.

"K-kenshin.."

"Be quiet."

She looked at him through a misty gaze. He lowered himself and licked her. The delicious sweet taste of her ignited his own arousal. He extracted his fingers and spread her folds. Then he let his tongue plunge into her.

She cried out of pleasure. He loosened his hakamas, and stroked himself. Then he pulled himself up to her face and forced her mouth open with his tongue. Kaoru felt her own taste as his tongue met hers. He bit her lip and, then sucked it in. She squirmed under his touch.

"Please... Touch me...!"

His hand travelled up on to her chest and gently began massaging her breast. He bent down and licked a nipple. At the same time his fingers entered her again, and he thrusted them violently in and out. She started breathing faster and faster.

'Oh Kami this feels so good!' she though with her head spinning from desire.

"Kenshin!"

He stopped. Stood up and just looked at her, as if he burnt himself on her.

"Kenshin...?"

He didn't move and she realised something was off. He closed his eyes. Then he blinked. And breathed. And closed his eyes again.

"Kaoru."

Somehow she knew that the tension had been broken. Something within him had changed and when he opened his eyes, her rurouni Kenshin gave her a regretful look.

"Kaoru..."

He bent down and untied her.

"Gomen. I..."

Her hand touched his and held it.

"Don't apologize. I really liked it."

He flinched, and nodded.

"Kenshin..." she sat up.

"I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable."

"It's alright, that it is." He turned around.

"I should prepare lunch now."

She sighed disappointedly and wrapped the kimono tightly around her. He shut her out, and it hurt her so much. She wanted so badly to be with all of him, but he didn't feel like he could open himself up like that to her.

Unwanted tears brimmed her eyes.

She turned around and walked out without saying a word. Kenshin just stared at the food in front of him and sighed deeply. He knew he had screwed up. The feeling of her pressed against him, made him swallow and he forced himself to breathe. He had to make it up. If she'd let him.

Dinner was extremely quiet. She didn't even look up. As he gazed over to her plate she didn't seem to eat, just pick her food up and down.

"Kaoru."

"I know. You told me."

"Eh..?"

"You told me not to, and I did anyway. It's okay Kenshin. I get it. Really. It just... I..."

She sighed heavily and avoided looking at him.

"Arigato for supper Kenshin."

"Kaoru, I..."

She stood up smiling and took her dishes to the sink. She put them down and wiped her hands on her kimono.

"Want help?"

"I...Iie."

"Okay." She left him in the kitchen.

Left alone he thought back to the previous events. He hadn't meant to hurt her. On the other hand he hadn't meant for battousai to ever touch her either. But it had felt so good! He felt accepted, and loved, and she made him feel all that at once. From afar he could hear a thunder storm roll in over the city, and the rain started to fall, until it eventually poured down. He hurried out and picked down the laundry.

TBC!

Yes I'm evil at times i know..! Scribbling as fast as i can for an update!

Meanwhile...Sayonara, Minna! ^_^