Hi, I am Shōjōhi Satsujin-sha Hijōshikina Maekawa and I am sixteen years old. I have straight raven black hair that reaches my back, coal black eyes and very pale skin. (I'm not a normal person.) I identify as a goth and an emo but since my family is filled with Christians, I'm not allowed to wear gothic and emo clothing. (And that really sucks since I'm not normal.) So I usually wear a grey hoodie, a "Normal people scare me" shirt, black jeans and purple sports shoes. I think I am Slenderman's proxy because I get head aches, fear, and paranoia. I've also gotten the Slender Sickness recently which makes me so excited because I want to be a proxy,"Shōjōhi!" A cute voice yelled,"Don't make me leave you behind again!" That was my little sister, Arisu Etsuko Maekawa and she is twelve years old. (Arisu is the Japanese version of the name Alice. Don't call her Alice because that would be Japanophobic.) She has wavy raven black hair that reaches her back, coal black eyes and light skin. Though she may claim that she is normal, I think otherwise considering some of the ideas she has for horror storys. (They're like, really f***** up and scary.) She is a otaku and she loves cute things like Kirby. (I hate Kirby.) She wears many things but her favorite outfit consists of a white Yuzuki Yukari Jacket, a pink Backless Buttoned Halter Vintage Dress with white chunky-heeled mary-jane shoes. She's a really cool artist but she's not a big fan of Creepypasta like I am but she really loves BEN DROWNED. Anyways, it was a gloomy Monday morning which made me happy because I don't like sunny days. I thought that is was going to be a normal day but it wasn't. But anyways, I overslept again so I quickly got ready for Hikarigaoka High School. I quickly put on a my school uniform which is the usual sailor fuku and it was grey in color. I ran downstairs only to find that Arisu was gone and my mother was getting ready to leave for work,"Mom," I said annoyed,"where's Arisu?" "She's left for school minutes ago," mom told me,"she's just excited for her first day in junior high, that's all." "Why did you let her leave me?" I question,"We're going to the same school now." "It's her first day of school," mom said sternly,"and it should not be ruined by her big sister who stays up until four in the morning." I quickly grabbed my toast and ran out.
I ended up reaching to school late so the teacher, Mrs. Miyazaki embarassed me in front of the whole class. (I hate school and I hate all the teachers here! I want to kill them!) After that, I went to my seat and hid myself behind my notebook but that didn't stop her from picking on me,"Hello, little miss Edge Lady," Kohaku Kaneko mocked,"looks like all of your New Year resolutions were lies, huh?" "Shut up, Kohaku!" I screamed,"Don't make me hurt you!" Mrs. Miyazaki scolding me for making noise but it was actually Kohaku's fault that I screamed and it doesn't help that I have Slender Sickness. I started to have see Slenderman in my class but I got used to seeing him. After class, I went to the back of the school because my boyfriend, Orochi Suzuki wanted to tell my something. After what seemed like forever, he finally came to me,"Hey, babe," I said flirtatiously,"you look sexy as usual." "I'm breaking up with you," He said cooly. I couldn't believe what I was hearing; he was the only thing that made my depressing life worth wild and now he was breaking up with me. (It was the worst thing ever!) It must be because of Mrs. Miyazaki's daughter, Mizuki. She was a very talented idol and she also had feelings for Orochi,"YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!" I roared while I attacked him,"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MIZUKI EVER WILL! I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART!" I violently choked him and I thought I was going to kill him but other students heard his cries so they came over and saved him,"I WILL KILL MIZUKI AND I WILL KILL YOU!" I announced as the teachers dragged me to the Social Worker's office. After that, my parents came to pick me up early but they went to talk to the Social Worker about me first. I could hear the conversation from the other room,"We've tried everything," my dad explained,"well, everything except for mental drugs. But we don't know if we want to put her on pills." "You have no other choice," the Social Worker replied,"because her behavior is getting worse everyday it seems." After that, my parents took me home.
It was midnight and my whole family was asleep so it was the perfect time to summon Slenderman. I put on my grey hoodie, my "Normal people scare me" shirt, my black jeans and purple sports shoes. I took my bag which had everything I needed for the ritual and I quietly left the house so no one would notice me. I went to the nearest forest and I carved I circle on one of the trees. After that, I put an X through the circle and I gently pressed my face against it and closed my eyes,"Slenderman, Slenderman, all the children try to run," I chanted,"Slenderman, Slenderman, to him its part of the fun. Slenderman, Slenderman, dressed in dark his suit and tie, Slenderman, Slenderman, you most certainly will die..." After doing the chant, I turned around and there he was. My master, My lord, my father stood before me,"Father!" I cried as I hugged him,"When will I be able to live with you, father?" Just wait and see...," He replied then I suddenly blacked out to find myself back in my room. I looked at my hands to find Slenderman's symbol on the back of my right hand. I was so excited, I screamed so loudly that I woke up everyone in the house and maybe the neighbors. My dad quickly ran into my room to see if I was alright,"Shōjōhi, are you okay?" he asked. I smiled at him and I showed him the marking on my hand,"I did it! I am a proxy now, father," I said happily,"I am Slenderman's child now!" My dad slapped me in the face,"Why are you doing this to yourself?" He questioned,"Demons are like drugs, not even once! Yet you chose to become Slenderman's slave?" "I am not his slave!" I shouted as tears ran down my pale face,"He's my father and he will be a better father than you!"
"I am trying to protect you from danger! Do you even know who or what the Slenderman is?"
"You don't even know who God is!"
"The only person who doesn't know God is you, Shōjōhi! You worship and read about demons but you don't do the same to God!
"That's because he's not real! God never did anything for me!"
Suddenly, there was slience between and then my dad just grabbed me by my right hand,"I don't care if you believe in God or not," my dad said sternly,"I am not going to let any of my daughters become Slenderman's proxy!" Then I punched my dad in left eye then I tried to escape but my mom got in the way but I was able to break her arm then I finally broke free. I was going to summon Slenderman again so he could take me to his mansion with the rest of his proxies but I had this strong urge to kill...