Okay, I've been listening to Taylor Swift a lot so I decided to make songfics to as many songs from the albums Taylor Swift and Fearless as I could… so sorry if they really suck 'cuz well for one, I'm not a very self confident writer so I think all my stuff sucks and two, I usually just write this stuff from off the top of my head…but hey, this is what comes out of being sick and "borrowing" Mom's computer…I'll stop rambling now…Oh, and by the way, most of these are going to be Adison.

Allison's POV

I see your face in my mind as I drive away

'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end this way

But people are people and sometimes we change our minds

But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

The image of Adam kept haunting me as I drove toward the airport. I truly didn't mean what I had said last night. But I couldn't face him again. It would be too hard to say goodbye, and anyway, what good was it? Making up knowing I would never see him again was just too hard.

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie

It's the kind of ending you don't really want to see

Because it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down

Oh, I don't know what to be without you around

I turned the radio on, hoping the music would help my mood. Nope. Some random sad song came on and I decided to leave it on anyway. It matched my mood. I sighed. With Adam, I always knew what to do. I knew what kind of person I wanted to be. Now, I just couldn't think.

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe

Without you but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

I considered the options I had back there. Leave without telling anyone, not saying goodbye to all my friends that had become family. Or, I could stay, with the painful reminder of the fight Adam and I had last night. I would be able to say goodbye to everyone, but it would be too hard. I guess neither path was easy, but this was the less painful.

Never wanted this, never wanted to see you hurt

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve

But people are people and sometimes it doesn't work out

Oh, nothing we say is gonna save us from the fallout

It was true. I didn't want to hurt him. I didn't mean it. I tried as hard as I could to steer away from the soft spots I knew he had, but I had let something slip. I said I was sorry, but he wouldn't listen.

And we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break, no one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe

Without you but I have to

Breathe

Without you, but I have to

I knew it wouldn't be easy for him. I wondered what he would say when he found me gone in the morning. I had left under the cover of darkness, but when someone found out, I hoped he knew I was sorry.

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

I glanced at the clock. 2 A.M. Lil would be waking up in about three hours. Suddenly a thought came into my head. What if you went back? I shook it away. But it kept bugging me. Should you turn around? Do you really think this is easier? My hands gripped the steering wheel tighter and tighter with each passing turn.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh
I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I made my decision. I turned around and headed back home. Back where I belonged.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I pulled back into the driveway and flew into Adam's arms. I sobbed as hard as I could. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I choked out into his leather jacket. I looked up and he wiped away a few new tears on my face. I brushed his bangs away from his face and stared into his beautiful blue eyes. They shone with forgiveness, and I knew that all was right. "I love you." I whispered.