Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto
My blue eyed angel
"Just… just leave me alone! I hate you! I HATE YOU!"
I had my back turned to him. I didn't want him to see my face that begged him to stay. I couldn't let him to stay. Not with me. He could have someone so much better than me. He deserved someone who wouldn't hurt him and make him cry. I had nothing to offer him, just pain and death.
"Sasuke… I…" I didn't turn to him. I just begged him to leave. Leave me and all those ghosts that haunt me. I wanted him to be happy. I wanted him to smile that bright smile of his and make the world little better place to life. I wanted him to be happy even if he wouldn't be with me. Even if I would suffer every time I saw him with others. He was my angel and I didn't want to cut off his wings. With me he would just fade away.
"Please don't do this Sasuke! I can't…" "Just go!" I interrupted him. He didn't go immediately. I heard him to walk closer and felt his hand on my shoulder. He tried to say something but before he could I shook his hand off and turned to face him. "What the hell is wrong with you! I told you to leave but still you stand there like some fucking moron! LEAVE ME FUCKING ALONE!" He eyed me for a moment and then just silently walked to the door. "I love you" he whispered and stepped outside and left me alone.
I had wanted him to leave. I had wanted him to leave me. But the same time I had wanted him just to stay with me and say that everything was all right. I had wanted him to keep me close to his body and say anything that would make my agony to go away. But I couldn't make him to suffer because my own selfishness. I couldn't hurt my blue eyed angel.