Drabble. The Doctors thoughts, slightly stream of conciousness style, during and after Human Error.
I know he's not his usual acerbic self in this fic, but I figured being heart broken would knock the sarcasm out of anyone.
And he has been known to wallow in self pity, now and again.
The more observant reader will notice the pattern of 5 stanzas of 3 lines of 5, 10, and 5 words.
You do the math! ;)
5's &10's
My holographic heart is breaking.
Why did I include emotional subroutines in my program anyway?
Holograms don't have real feelings.
Maybe I should delete them.
Why should I try to be more than I am?
Because I know I am.
But is it worth it?
Love, joy, friendship, growth; yes, these are worth the pain.
I thought we were friends.
Maybe even more than that.
But she didn't confide in me like she normally does.
Why can't she love me?
The way I love her.
I don't understand: why did she pick him over me?
I wish I could cry.