Hi Guys! I wrote this from a request from Sayako! THX FOR THE REQUEST! :P. Anyways, the challenge she gave me was writing a Lisanna fanfic. To be honest: I'm not a big fan of Lisanna, so writing about a character I don't like?-Well, it was tough putting this together but ya' know what? Forget that and let's go on with the story!

PS: Thank you again Sayako-chan! I hope you personally enjoy the story too! Hope you enjoy some NaLi, and other pairings with Lisanna SOng Fanfics!

(PS: Obviously since I made the Title "The thing that hurts the most" I'm making that title based on the song for this first chapter so ya.)

SONG; What hurts the Most

ARTIST; Rascal Flatts (Or Casada, I really don't know which one)

PAIRING: NaLi (Or known as: Natsu x Lisanna)'

P.O.V.: Lisanna

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don't bother me

I look out the window. I hear Mira-nee opening my bedroom door walking over to me.

"Lisanna, is everything okay? Anything bothering you?-"

'I'm fine." I tell her. I said it a little loud. I see her nodding and then walking away closing the my bedroom door.

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm OK
But that's not what gets me

I remember the way Ntasu looked at Lucy. A tear slides down my cheek as I rest my head in my arms. It wasn't that at all. It was just...

What hurts the most
Was being so close

And having so much to sayThere was so much I wanted to tell him. The flashback of him kissing Lucy came into my mind. It was hazy, but...I had so much to tell him. Yet...

And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

I wanted him to see him smile more towards me. I wanted him to know I was there for him. I wanted him to know: That if he has any problems I would be there for him...but...but... I cry to myself, I whimper as the pain in my heart kept throbbing in my chest.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It

I remember I had to go back to the Guild. I wiped my tears away, and tried to stop the pounding in my heart.

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret

But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

After I dressed I walked with Mira-nee and Elfman-nee to the Guild.

"You okay?" asked MIra-nee, looking at me wit worried eyes.

"Nothing! I'm fine.' I say, trying to force a smile as I was blank, having nothing else to say. As we entered the Guild doors, everyone welcomed us. When my eyes caught Natsu, my heart pounded in agony and sadness, seeing Lucy with him. He didn't even notice me.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say (much to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do, oh.

I walk over to where Natsu and Lucy are. I just wanted to talk like old times. Even though, it hurts...I'll try to keep calm.

"Hi, Natsu." I tell him. I turn to Lucy.

"Hi, Lucy."

"HI LISANNA!" Lucy yelled to me giving me a hug.

I laugh at that. I turn to Natsu who gave a small smile.

"Hi, Lisanna.'"

I was happy he actually greeted me...but that' didn't stop my throbbing heart.

What hurts the most-

"Lisanna?" Natsu asked while me and Lucy were talking.

"Ya?"

"I have good news." He said with a smile.

''What might that be?" I asked, curious.

"Lucy's my girlfriend now."

-was being so close

My heart literally dropped. I was speechless. I try to make them feel happy, so I said.

"That's great Natsu! Now, I need to go!" I say as I run out the Guild doors, tears filling my eyes.

And having so much to say (to say)
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

I locked the bedroom door behind me. After calming down a bit, I realized something. This world is so cruel- yet so beautiful. And...if Natsu's happy...then I'm happy...so...all I have to do is support him til' the bitter end.

"I love you, Natsu Dragneel." I whisper to myself as tears fall from my eyes as I tug my knees tighter to my chest. "But if that's what makes you happy...then I'll deal with the pain and support you. I love you."

I whispered the last three words in a hushed whisper as I try to force a smile. I love you, Natsu Dragneel I repeat in my head again as I finally get up and walk to the picture frame where there was a picture of me and Natsu when we were little.

Not seeing that loving you

"I love you."

That's what I was trying to do.

Finally done with the first song fic I have EVER written! If you have any pairings you want me to write- Request please! Advice?-No problem/ Also, if you want to recommend songs that would be fine too. I was thinking about writing a couple more after this...but let's see your opinions! REVIEW PLEASE!

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