Title: Unconventional Soul
Author: Vampy
E-mail: Vampybaby619@hotmail.com
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Another aftermath of "The Gift" fic...Spike's POV
Distribution: Heat. Desire. Most likely...anyone else drop me a line.
Disclaimer: I don't own nada...don't sue me. I'm broke enough as it is
Authors Note: I know you people are tired of Gift fics but I had to write this...Sorry!
It should have been me. I was supposed to die, I was supposed to give my life for the "greater good". A last ditch effort to save "my soul", and I did have a soul you know...it was you. It's always been you. I hated you so much but I loved you more than you would ever know. We were alike, you and I...witty, cocky, strong, you loved a good spot of violence and weren't afraid of anything. But like me you had one great weakness...your loved ones. The nibblet bled and you died to save the world, a world that didn't even bloody deserve you and I couldn't do a bleedin' thing about it. It happened for me in slow motion, for a moment your death was beautiful...An angel diving into a pool of light in the sky, and then my world came crashing down. There you lay...no blood, no breath, no life. Dead, and still beautiful. I cried like a bleedin' baby. Your scent filled the air like a sweet smelling perfume and that's when I realized you weren't gone. I still had you...I still had my promise...I had Dawn. I protected her like she was my own flesh and blood. You would have been proud, luv. Here it is 300 years later and I can remember every smile, every laugh, every frown, every tear, and every time she sassed me. For a while it was like you never left...
Years passed. Eventually I lost the Nibblet too and how I cried then. I watched over generations of Summers kin and each one had a small spirited blonde, just like you. But now it's time for me to leave this life, I've lived it long enough. I can still remember clearly, the night you asked me to protect the lil' bit and I agreed. Til the end of the world, I said, even if it happens to be tonight...And tonight is the night, Slayer. I kept my promise, I fought the good fight, I protected the Nibblet til she left this world and the generation after her, and the next. Today, I get my reward. I get to see the sunrise. Only a few seconds till I gain my unconventional soul. You.
FIN
Author: Vampy
E-mail: Vampybaby619@hotmail.com
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Another aftermath of "The Gift" fic...Spike's POV
Distribution: Heat. Desire. Most likely...anyone else drop me a line.
Disclaimer: I don't own nada...don't sue me. I'm broke enough as it is
Authors Note: I know you people are tired of Gift fics but I had to write this...Sorry!
It should have been me. I was supposed to die, I was supposed to give my life for the "greater good". A last ditch effort to save "my soul", and I did have a soul you know...it was you. It's always been you. I hated you so much but I loved you more than you would ever know. We were alike, you and I...witty, cocky, strong, you loved a good spot of violence and weren't afraid of anything. But like me you had one great weakness...your loved ones. The nibblet bled and you died to save the world, a world that didn't even bloody deserve you and I couldn't do a bleedin' thing about it. It happened for me in slow motion, for a moment your death was beautiful...An angel diving into a pool of light in the sky, and then my world came crashing down. There you lay...no blood, no breath, no life. Dead, and still beautiful. I cried like a bleedin' baby. Your scent filled the air like a sweet smelling perfume and that's when I realized you weren't gone. I still had you...I still had my promise...I had Dawn. I protected her like she was my own flesh and blood. You would have been proud, luv. Here it is 300 years later and I can remember every smile, every laugh, every frown, every tear, and every time she sassed me. For a while it was like you never left...
Years passed. Eventually I lost the Nibblet too and how I cried then. I watched over generations of Summers kin and each one had a small spirited blonde, just like you. But now it's time for me to leave this life, I've lived it long enough. I can still remember clearly, the night you asked me to protect the lil' bit and I agreed. Til the end of the world, I said, even if it happens to be tonight...And tonight is the night, Slayer. I kept my promise, I fought the good fight, I protected the Nibblet til she left this world and the generation after her, and the next. Today, I get my reward. I get to see the sunrise. Only a few seconds till I gain my unconventional soul. You.
FIN