A/N: Hey guys! It's That Random Writer! I am doing a co-op story with aka the girl crying inside! She has her authors not at the bottom. Anyway, this is a brand new story that we are going to be working on. She has this chapter, and I have the next one. Then her...me...her...so on and so forth. So, please review, and let us know what you think of it so far, I am really excited for my first ever co-op story, and I just hope you guys like it just as much as I do! I hope I can do some more co-op with other writers as well! (hint hint *nudge nudge*) Anyway, thanks for reading so far and...read the story!
Disclaimer: We do not own Shake It Up!...however...if I call my /\/ / /\/ _/ /-\ on them...I'll get back to you guys on that!
Rocky thoughts
It's officially 3 months before graduation, and it seems like everyday I'm talking less and less to CeCe. It's not my fault I need to study, while all she wants to do is party! I know its almost the end of high school, but i have to pass my SAT's! There's no time to play around, I need to buckle down, my dance career is over. I know I won the fight with my dad about not being a doctor but you should have seen his face. He was depressed for weeks, so I decided to suck it up and go the way he wants. CeCe was pissed but It's my future, not hers. She stopped talking to me for awhile, but we made up two months later. But, in those two months we grew apart. CeCe just doesn't understand, I need to get in Yale or Harvard. CeCe has everything planned out, I don't know how she did it, but she got a scholarship for Julliard. I'm very proud of her, I swear, but I'm also jealous. She gets to live out her dreams, while I live out my fathers, but I'll find away, one day. Ugh! I need to stop thinking about this, It's over now. I still have 3 months of high school. I need to focus on that, and see where my future leads me.
I sat up in bed, tired of my thoughts as I turned to my alarm clock to see 4:45. "Great 5 and a half hours. Just what I need." I said to myself as I climbed out of bed pacing. I just wished my thoughts would leave me alone. 'I know! I just need a cool long shower to collect myself.' I thought as I walked to the bathroom gathering my things I needed for my shower as i went, closing and locking the door. I slowly slid down the door. 'I'm not sure why this is bothering me so much. Every day it seems to get worse.' I thought climbing up from the ground and looking at myself in the mirror, 'I'm still the same person, just taller, and with longer hair.' I thought as I took off my clothes and started the shower. I climbed in and sat in the bath just letting the cool, refreshing water run down my body, finally making my thoughts stop. 'Ah, so calming...'
The next thing I know, BAM BAM BAM, Ty knocked on the door. "Rocky! Get out of the shower! I need to get in there!" Ty said irritated, damn I must have fallen asleep in here!
"Sorry!" I screamed back, quickly getting out, turning off the shower, and wrapping a towel around myself. I ran out the door to my room. Checking the time to make sure I had enough time to get ready and get to school on time, I went to my closet and pick out some clothes. I decided on my 'kiss me, I'm a dancer' shirt and black leggings with a purple skirt.
I climbed down the fire escape, I haven't done this in months, but CeCe promised to hang out with me.
I opened up the window, that just so happens to be locked. I signed as I knocked on the window, trying to get someones attention. After 10 minutes no one came, so I huffed, and went up to my room, leaving for school.
'HOW COULD SHE?! She promised me, but I should have know better. After the last two times she did the same thing! She left with out me, ugh! I can't believe this girl. I will no longer believe CeCe Jones, no matter what!' My mind screamed at me as I held back tears. 'I can't believe that my 'supposed to be best friend' just ditched me like that! I shouldn't be surprised though. She had been hanging out with Candy Cho more the last two months when we weren't talking. So I had started becoming friends with Gunther and Tinka. If you can get the past the glitter they're actually kinda of nice!' My thoughts came to a stop as I walked straight into Tinka and Gunther quickly saying "Sorry." and hurrying to class. I had 5 minutes to get there and I still had to stop at my locker.
Finally getting to my locker, I grabbed my science book. I looked over to Deuce, who opened his mouth to say something, but ran down the hall. 'Probably after Ty or Dina' I thought as I laughed to myself slightly feeling lonely. 'I have been feeling that often lately, and I hate it.'
"There my thoughts go again." I muttered, hurrying off to class. The last couple of weeks I haven't been able to think or pay attention. My mind kept going to my thoughts, and I ended up doodling the whole class time! Not evening caring what I wrote or drew. I quickly put my notebook away as the bell rang.
After school 3;10
"Finally, school is over and I haven't seen Cece or her little friends. Meaning Candy Cho and her annoying brother, Randy. I need to get studying if I am going to be the one presenting the big speech at graduation." I said to Tinka as we were entering the library.
"Calm down girl! You're putting to much on this. Calm down." Said Tinka slightly annoyed because I made her go to the library with me, but only if afterward we can go the mall.
"I will...as soon as gradation is over. I have to get good test scores if I'm going to Yale!" I whispered yelled towards her as she went to check out the books laughing and rolling her eyes at me.
"Just breath." Tinka said as she pushed me into a chair, grabbing my backpack from me and looking for my science homework.
"Okay, okay, I admit, I am a little uptight, but I just want to succeed-" I started, just to be interrupted by Tinka.
"Rocky, did you write this? It's really good!" She said as she handed me by notebook. I doodled off in first period.
'Why can't happiness be mine?'
It seems as though in my life, as soon as I touch happiness it disappears.
As if it wasn't there at all.
I touch it, feel it, hug it, kiss it,
but it always fades into the background,
leaving me screaming, crying, and heart broken,
but I never learn. I keep on looking for it,
because I know it's got to be there...somewhere.
I never had it happen to me,
but i watched it,
and I know what I want.
I don't give up I keep on...
No matter what I'm searching for you...
hi lol its aka the girl crying inside i know i know the name is probably confusing but this is a shared story with me and that random writer i hope you guys really enjoy this and review telling us if you like it please um i think thats all i have to say lol love you guys bye
~ aka the girl crying inside