Relive, Relove, Redeem

I've Missed You So Much! 1Pt.1

THis story takes place two years appoximately after the end of GSDE

Ok all have be generous, after all it is my first Story... I hope you all like it!

Cagalli Yula Attha is already in her twenties and has been the Representative of Orb for a few years, Natural born and raised and has a twin brother named Kira Yamato. Ever since she's been Representative she was had so much work to do, and hasn't had much to eat or to sleep. Trying to maintain this place is very hard for Cagalli, she practically has no more life. So Here's the story folks, relive, relove , and redeem...

Cagalli Yula Attha sat at her desk, after endless nights of working it was time for a five minute break. You wouldn't really think so, but signing takes a lot out of you. She slid her chair a few inches from her desk, and turned to face the ocean. It was sunset, and she looked at the horizon. It was beautiful. The horizon made the sea look so silky and calm while the waves gently crashed on the beach. While she saw this she pulled out her necklace and held the ring attached to it and thought to herself.

'hmm...I wonder how Athrun's doing? We haven't seen each other for over a year already...Geez this job is destroying my life, everyday I'm always stuck at this same office doing the same things over and over again. I wish I could talk to him. No one knows that I've missed him so much, but I've never had the chance to call. I wonder if he still feels the same way that I do. This is so weird, its been forever since our first encounter on that desert island, and we've known each other for so long but now it seems like our relationship has fallen apart...well not that we're together or anything, I just feel so empty...'

She started to cry. This had been the first time she had cried for these past few months. But every now and then she would cry, when no one was looking. Its because of the same person, Athrun Zala. She looked at the ring. It was a present that Athrun had given to her to remember him by, it was a friendship ring. She remembered it just like it was yesterday. She followed him outside to bid farewell, and surprisingly, he just slipped the ring on her finger. It was supposed to be something to mean to wait for him. It would have been funny if the mood wasn't that serious. She chuckled to herself. She remembered how serious he looked and how confused she was just watching him slip the ring. And then she remembered...she kissed him. The first time they kissed was during the war that took place after the tragic Bloody Valentine and she was just warning him to be careful. They were both about sixteen and seventeen at that age, so they were really young when the war had happened.

And then as she said goodbye to him, he pulled her into a hug, saying that he was thankful for someone like her in his life. She quickly blushed by this because she blushes so easily. Then when the hug ended they looked at each other. Her heart was beating so fast, as if it were going to rip out of her body. She stared into those green eyes of his, the same way he looked at hers. Surprisingly an unexpected kiss began underway. Athrun's face got closer and closer to hers and they both began to close their eyes, and then they kissed. The sweetest good bye would be one of the best phrases to describe it. He kissed her like there was no tomorrow, the kiss was the most meaningful thing that Athrun had done. Unlike the kisses that he had, had with other girls like Lacus, this meant everything to him; he loved the way that she blushed so easily, it would tell him that she liked it. That's what he loved about her, she wouldn't tell anyone, but he knew that she loved him and that every time she blushes she loved what he does to her, she was just in denial.

It has been so many years since that war and she memorized every detail of it. The sweet, lustful kiss had made her blush every time she remembered it, heck she was blushing right now! it had already been ten minutes, although her break should have ended five minutes before. She dried her tears and looked onto the ocean.

'When I see you again I hope you'll still feel the same way I do, even though you're miles apart and you probably don't remember my face, I still love you because you can never get out of my mind...'

Then she looked at the ring and kissed it, and then slid it back in her shirt. She took a drink from the glass of water that she had on her desk, and looked at he picture of her, Kira, and their mother. It was also during that same war that they realized they were twins. Before her father died, he gave the photo to her saying that it was a gift, telling her that she was not alone in this world. One the back of the picture it was inscribed "Kira and Cagalli". Then she remembered her brother. He live one a beach house with his girlfriend Lacus taking care of orphans. Lacus Clyne, the daughter of the late Siegel Clyne was to be engaged to Athrun Zala under an arranged marriage. Although during the war they sort of drifted apart because Lacus kind of favored the Natural side, the one that Kira joined. It was almost at the end of the war where Lacus realized her love for Kira. He had always been there for her when she needed someone most. When she found out her father had died, she had rushed to Kira's side and he consoled her. Anyways, it seems now obvious that Athrun Had more feelings for Cagalli so she let him go.

After looking at the photograph for several minutes she went back and headed back to work. This was going to be another all-nighter as she surrounded herself again with stacks of paper.

Athrun Zala who is also in his Twenties, was also been working hard to maintain peace between naturals and coordinators for prevention of another war. He is pretty much like Cagalli, not much eat or sleep either. Just Work. He had dark blue hair and had emerald eyes, and was dressed in dress pants and a white long-sleeved polo shirt untucked and unbuttoned with an undershirt for comfort in his office.

Athrun Zala stared at the paper, and threw his Styrofoam cup, it hit the floor. He was tired of signing papers. How many did you have to sign just to keep peace between two different types of people? Apparently you had to sign a lot. He just wanted to go home and take a nice long nap, but you know, the papers wouldn't sign themselves. Although, he wished they did. Out of all the machinery that has been built, he thought, why haven't they made an automatic signer yet? Oh well he just had to continue, but he decided to take a break.

'Wow... I need to get a life...well maybe a nap wouldn't hurt, but I'll do that later. I can't believe it has been so many years since the first war. I still remember almost everything about it. This was the war that made me feel every emotion possible. One of my newest friend, Nicol died, because of my best friend Kira. I was really angry at him at that time, but I could never bring myself to hate him. He was my bestest friend...still is, but I never understood why during that war he didn't join with me on ZAFT. Until I joined with him. I learned he didn't want to go because there were people that he wanted to protect. I realized that too myself when I encountered her...she wasn't like Lacus, my fiancé at that time, but she was different, unique in her own way.' He laughed slightly to himself

'I loved the way she blushed... no matter what clothes she was wearing, or if she had her hair up or down, she still looked so adorable when she blushed. Wait I think a better word to describe her was "cute".

He sat up and promenaded across his room while looking at a necklace around his neck. Cagalli had given it to him. She said it was something to remember her by and would protect him. During that time they were very close, but had suddenly fallen apart. Athrun slightly frowned and said "Is this all my fault? We've grown so apart, it it's like we don't know each other anymore. I don't even remember most of your beautiful face. But I remember almost everything about you. Work has torn us apart and I haven't the chance to say I... "

'RING, RING!" The phone rang. Athrun got slightly upset because it interrupted his thoughts; he sighed and went up to the phone. "Hello?" He said in a firm voice.

"Athrun, is that you?" the voice spoke."Of course it's me who else? Who is this?" The voice spoke again, "Hi um this is Meyrin, um I don't know if you remember me from the second war but..." her voice trailed off and was interrupted by Athrun."Hi! Of course I remember you! How are things going?" "Things are going great, I was just wondering if you were free for the whole day on Saturday." "Um I don't think so, but I'll check..." He walked to the other side of his desk and opened the drawer, and he reached for a dark blue organizer. He checked on Saturday the 14th, surprisingly there were no dates posted. "Hello? Meyrin? I just found out that I don't have any plans for this Saturday. Why do you ask?" Athrun asked in clueless voice. "Umm... I was just wondering if we could go for a cup of coffee or something, you know to catch things up a bit." Meyrin said on the other line with a smile on her face. "Well, I guess there's nothing else to do...okay, see you this Saturday" Athrun said kind of weakly. "Okay! See Yah!" Then they hung up the phone.

"Was I just asked out on a date?" He asked himself. "And one by Meyrin Hawke?MY EX?" He buried his hands in his face "This has to be a punishment, you have ought to be kidding me...Meyrin Hawke?... Why did I say yes? WOW! Now I know I fucking do need to get out more. Whatever, I'll just go on Saturday and that will be it." He laughed at himself, "Wait until Dearka hears about this... He'll be cracking as much jokes as much as Haro says its name..." He laughed again "Hahaha, now that would be funny..."

Dearka Elsman, the person with the most quickest changing of attitude you will ever see in your life. While inside a ship with nothing to do, Dearka will crack so many jokes you'd think he WAS on crack. Although when it comes to battle he becomes a serious guy and doesn't take things so lightly anymore.

Dearka just lied in his bed, staring at the wall. He left work early just to go to sleep. Luckily for him, he can do that. Unlike Cagalli and Athrun, who have to stay up all night and sign papers. He thought deeply about life. Yup, these were one of these moments where you absolutely wanted to go to sleep, but now that you're going to you can't. So why not waste your time and think about life? That's what Dearka was doing.

'Why do people go into war? Why did I go into war? I once heard that both sides of the war want to win, but which side is the right one? Well I think I owe my life to war. I guess I wouldn't have made friends with Yzak or with Athrun, or have met a certain photographer...' He remembered her face as he trailed off. 'Hehe I just saw her a few days ago while I was Eating at a local restaurant. She was sitting alone of course. Its sort of sad to see how a girl can fall apart just because of one guy. I mean its not hard for us men, Its really simple for us: Love, find love, fight about love, and make love. That's all it is really for us men getting drunk and getting laid. But this girl...her story is quite sad. She lost her boyfriend at the hands of Athrun while he was fighting Kira, then I had to come along and open my big trap about her dead boyfriend. She almost killed me, but she didn't which has made me thankful for the rest of my life. So then I started to feel sorry for her, and I still do. Sometimes I wondered why she didn't kill me but I guess that's only for her to know. But its not that I just feel sorry for her because her boyfriend died, its just that...she makes me worried... taking photographs of war is very hard, and very dangerous, sometimes I wonder how she does it, and I always get worried that she might end up hurt. That girl is sure something, she dropped her phone number at the restaurant and I picked it up. I think I'm gonna call her and ask if she's ok... wouldn't that be the RIGHT thing to do? ...sheesh... why do girls have to be such a mystery, sometimes i think about what they talk about when they're in the bathroom...'

He daydreamed of what they talk about:

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'You know what? I think we should make guys more girl like so they'll understand us more... Men are so insensitive... we should teach them how to braid hair, and curl it and straighten it and...'

"AAAHHH! THAT'S HORRIBLE" Dearka yelled as he put his face in his pillow. Even though he was older than most of the group he acted so immature sometimes. "God...I think I'm gonna have nightmares about this..." He said to himself. He Thought a little more about Miriallia Hawe and drifted off into dream land.

You like? I hope you do I'm trying my best to think of what to do for the fourth and fifth chapter because I'm actually done the first and second chapter and I'm going to finish the third chapter...So I hope you can all wait until then .

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