Summary: Was it worth it? Falling in love and then falling out of it again and again. SasuxNaru Yaoi/Shounen Ai

AN: I created this story while doing some of my homework. Past Loves that one is still trying to get over or forget. Hmm well i guess this could be a SasuxNaru .You don't like shounen ai or yaoi then don't read it. NO ONE is forcing YOU to read it. Please R&R i would appreciate it a lot if you did ^__^.

Also although no characters are mentioned i would like to think that it is a SasuxNaru story. Which means NARUTO does not belong to me -__-;; only a couple of stickers belong to me haha.

Enjoy.

Was It Worth It?

I don't know. Was it worth it? Falling in love and then falling out of it again and again. No it wasn't worth it, falling in love again and again. The heart can take only so much pain until it breaks like shattered glass. Shattered glass like that broken mirror in your room. The broken mirror,that reflects our feelings for each other.

False feelings. But, was that truly love? No, it wasn't. What we had was neither love nor affection. It was just two people confiding in one another in troubled times. Troubled times caused by war, hate, and jealousy. A war that was useless and solved for nothing, but only used to feed other's greed. A hate so strong, that it made siblings fight against each other, and friends murder each other. The worst one jealousy. Jealousy that was caused by us loving each other. So I ask myself again, "Was it love that tore us apart? Or was it the jealous minds, of humans, that ripped us away from each other?"

It was both. Both of the two extremes that made us drift away like the leaves in the wind. We are both at fault at what happened between us. We could have held our red string and never let go. We could have gone against fate and stubbornly said, "Nothing will stop us from loving the other."

It is too late to start the could haves and the would haves for we are both separated from each other. Separated for eternity. Again you ask me, "Was it worth it? Was I worth your pain?"

My answer, yes it was worth falling in love you and it was WORTH it to have my heart broken by YOU, because I now know that I will never feel this sort of pain again. I am grateful that I only have to go through this type of pain once. The one and only time, that I was with you.

Goodbye my first and last LOVE.

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