Disclaimer: I do not own Fear the Walking Dead, Chris Manawa, or Alicia Clark but I do own the rights to this fanfiction.
she wasn't Juliet and he was no Romeo. But every little moment they shared was something out of a Shakespearean play, it sickened her more than him.
what shook her very core was how much she solely depended on him. She has never felt such an intense need for companionship and it terrified her.
she became a bomb that was simply waiting to obliterate everything and everyone she cared about. And as cliche and The Fault in Our Stars as that sounded it was as true as the skies.
she would give anything, tear down civilizations, burn forests to the ground, pave the way to hell just to see him be happy.
it disgusted her because she knew it wasn't her he imagined when they sat together in the dark talking about endless infinities and countless parallel worlds.
but she still tried so desperately to cling to the faint illusion that he might actually learn to love her.
she was revolted with her state of agony. She constantly reminded herself that what she was doing might as well be self-harm.
yet what bothered her was when she finally got the strength to let go something inside of her refused to relinquish his control over her.
she would wake up the next morning blanched and wailing for his comfort. Comfort that was not truly directed at her.
she understood that the happiness she felt was simply ephemeral but she could not escaped the ineffable feeling he gave her. It wasn't love, she wasn't so much of a fool as to trick herself that it was. But sometimes even she started to believe in the lies.
he was oozing sin and left you with disenchantment. But thats why she could never renounce his hold.
she hated herself for it.
because there was approximately six billion people in the world, six billion souls
yet he was the only one she needed.
A/N: I do admit this was originally a Teen Wolf fanfiction but it felt as though it did not match so I decided to change the category. I also apologize because I wrote this at 1:26 am. Before I am pestered, yes, the lack of capitalization was intended. Lastly I apologize for the OOCness.