jake puckerman the biggest wh**** at mickenly. untill now he decided to give it up and forget girls alltogether.

he stood at his locker shoving his crap into the tight space. it was the end of the day and the start of the weekend he had absolutly nothing planned and this frustrated him.

"you okay?" ryder stepped up behind him.

"yeah ill be okay"

"look blaine invited us to kurt and rachels place for the weekend just to hang out i told them you were probobly busy but that id ask any way."

"id love too"

"okay well we need to leave right away if well make it before dark."

"okay"

"ill drive you too your house we can pick up your things and be on our way."

"what would i need."

"your going to new york for the weekend a change of clothes and a littel money might be in order."

"alright"

On the road...

they were about half way to new york when ryder stopped at a gas station.

"do you wanna know why i used to you know fool arowned all the time"

"to be honest yeah"

"when i was eight i learned something about myself and i lied to myself and everyone arowned me by messing arowned."

"and what would that be?"

"im... uh... gay"

"oh my god... are you serious."

"i knew you were gonna freik out"

"no im acctually happy ab- wait never mind"

"why would you be happy about it."

"i dont know"

"so now you can have marley for sure"

"no"

"then why-"

ryder pulled jake into a passionate kiss. this went on for about five long and amazing minutes.

"will you pump the gas for me baby?"

"of course"

the feeling between these two was unimaginable. they had both experianced something that has been driving them insain since they laid eyes on eachother. the fact that they didnt do it sooner effected them even more. they had finished what they needed to do at their rest stop and continued on their journey to N.Y. they spent the next hour or so talking about the things any gay person would after holding it in so long...boys...boys...clothes...and oh yeah boys.

they felt an ease talking to each other about it they sensed an openness in the other person no secrets needed to be kept. they could trust each other. and odly enough they liked each other they wanted each other they have since they first met and all it took was honesty. lucky them huh it dosnt work that way for everyone its rare that this would happen usually if somebody tells another person of the same gender that they liked them theyd get shoved against a locker or tossed in a dumpster for example kurt. if i had a nickle for eveytime he got bullied for being who he is... and that one guy that liked him...i cant beleive he tried to commit suicide but the disrespect hurts and he didt want none of that it gets better crap he just wanted out of his horrible life.


please reveiew tell me if theirs anything i need to work on and i wont continue untill i get atleast 3. anyhooo... fun right? i love the passion their will be a whole lot more in the next chapter i promis but like i said i wont post it untill i see reveiws.