Disclaimer: I do not own any of the following characters just this story line.

There must have been something about June.

Something that must have screamed change. Maybe it was the freedom thick in the air from the graduating seniors, maybe it was the teeming new life that came with the spring or maybe it was simply fate, whatever the reason The Cullens and the Quileutes would be lose a part of themselves forever.

Leah's P.O.V

"Stupid men, all of them are idiots" thought Leah she was still mad thinking about Paul and his hurtful words and how the others had laughed at her. And here she was again at the cliffs crying again.

They could never understand how it feels. I thought, How it feels to lose everything and be reminded of it everyday. What had they loss, nothing. Most of them had gained love, no love wasn't the word they had imprinted like animals.

"Leah"

I turned around to see Sam standing behind her with a pair of faded out black jogging pants.

"What do you want"

"Please Leah, don't be like that please"

"How do you want me to be Sam"

"I want you to be you how you used to be, smiling and maybe not the nicest but still you were you happy."

I looked at him what did I have to be happy about I thought, and how dare he look at me like this as if he cared about me he took everything how dare he even he even think that he gets to speak to me.

Standing up I said " well that's because I had something to smile about but now ….. " I stopped talking not knowing how to put it. I was done I turned to walk away. Sam caught my hand.

"Lee Lee" he said "I still love you" and that was it I couldn't take it anymore.

"HOW DARE YOU, I SCREAMED!" snatching my hand back. You still love me, you took everything from me! He stood there stare like he had been waiting for it taunting me with kind words and sick I love yous. You took my cousin, she was my best friend my voice cracked and then came the tears. You took my freedom I yelled raising my hands up, my hair reached toward hair my beauty I whispered softly. My lip trembled my brother I said closing my eyes and holding my head It even feels like you took my father from me. I was on knees hunched over I craned my head to look up at him and he was crying too, the last part must have hurt probably cause he hadn't known I blamed him for my father having that heart attack. If my father hadn't been trying to help Sam and the stupid pack, he would probably be alive today. Sam walked over to me picked me up by the shoulders and hugged me then he bent his head and whispered in my ear.

"You know one day Lee Lee your going to wake up and be sad that you spent so much of you time used so much of your heart hating your going to be sad and regretful your going to feel trapped like there's no way out of your misery your going to feel alienated from the world and your going to want to end and when that time comes please remember that a boy named Sam needs you to be alive he needs to believe that one day you'll smile again, he needs to have you in this world so that he can love on his own so he can remember what that feels like." he took a deep breath "Lee Lee I'm sorry that I had to love you and I'm sorry I still love you. He pulled back and kissed my forehead "because no matter how much I love you there's nothing I can do about it." and he kissed my lips just like he used to.