What if we could prevent tragedies from occurring? What if we could go back in time to change what could be the end of ourselves? To prevent the beginning of your misery, for it to never have happened. These thoughts flood the minds of so many who have been hurt by…them. They yearn for it to never have happened, for them to have never left. You start dreaming of a better life, a life where you're free from them, or a life where you live happily with them. A life where everything goes right, and you're the happiest you've ever been. You start to sleep more, yearning for the clutches of the darkness to swoop you in, and protect you from reality. As time flies you start to lose your mind. What's reality and what's not? What's the difference from the life you're living and the life you want to live? The life that you've dreamt of for so long now. It's all a sequence of events, starting from her/him. They did this to you, or did you do this to them? Whose fault is it really? You want to blame them, if you never knew them this wouldn't have happened. Now the people you know, friends, family, they're all noticing the difference in your attitude. The way you walk, talk, the bags under your eyes….your eyes. So hollow, looking almost lifeless. You don't want to worry your friends, so you put up a front. You act like nothing happened, like you're fine…but are you? No…you're so far…from being fine. You gave up everything for them and they threw you out. You're a shell of who you used to be…
Your broken…shattered by the one who you loved.