Leaving Rosewood was a little hard for me, I didn't want to leave my sisters, mother and everyone else I cared about, but I had to. My life was in LA, it was where I could live my dream, act in movies, television, doing the thing I loved. As soon as I was healed and out of the hospital I had to do what needed to be done before I left, I gently broke Ezra's heart, we both knew it was inevitable, in my heart I knew he wasn't the one. My heart always belonged to Jason. I gave my goodbyes to my family and left, Jason came with me for a few days but then he left to go back to help look for his sisters murderer. I was so devastated when I heard about Ian's death. He meant so much to me back in high school, I cried for a day straight. I sent flowers to Melissa, a gift card to Babies R Us, and I told her she can come stay with me in LA whenever she wanted to.

When I got to LA I auditioned for a role on SISTERS, the show that Leighton auditioned for. I loved the plot, its about four sisters who grew up kind of close but drifted apart as they grew up and after their parents divorce. But they find out their mother is dying, they come back together and try to be civil for her sake and slowly they become sisters again, instead of strangers. I got the role of 'Sloane Greyson', the daughter who moved to Vegas, is a stripper and does drugs, Leighton got the role of her twin, 'Angelica Greyson', who moved to LA to become a singer. Rachel McAdams is the eldest sister, 'Macksi' who moved to NY to become a power house attorney and Danneel Ackles plays the middle sister, 'Keiran' who stayed in their home town and married her long time boyfriend, who had a child from a previous relationship.

I finished 'Forgotten Memories', it was filmed in LA and Louisiana and I did a few other guest spots on Supernatural, Law & Order: SVU, One Tree Hill, a Disney show called 'Good Luck Charlie' and I had a reoccurring role on How I Met Your Mother, I wasn't the mother but I had a great time. Neil Patrick Harris was so handsome in person.

I had to do what I can to get my mind off of Peter Hastings escaping from prison or I was going to drive myself crazy. I make sure my house alarm is set every night and most nights I have a friend at the house, either Katie or Leighton, but when i'm alone I feel even more protected because I have my doberman, Piranha, who I resuced, at the foot of my bed. My mother calls me everyday to make sure I wasn't chopped up to pieces, I reassure her nothing is going to happen because there's no way in hell he knows where I live. I talk to Hanna and Spencer, find out what's going on with them. After I found out that Hanna's boyfriend Caleb was moving to California I told him to come over whenever he wants, so he comes on and enjoys my hot tub and Skypes with Hanna. He's really nice and I enjoy his company as well. I haven't really dated, or even want to date anyone since i've been back, all i've been focused on was, is working...

One Beautiful World ended its 56 year run with the highest ratings in day time history less than a month ago, I cried watching almost everyone on the show live happy fictional lives. Shay ended up marrying the love of her life, and then was strangled to death by her twin sister, who ended up living her life. It was so dramatic, I loved it. I did a few fund raisers for Greyce, helping her out. I saw Ashlan a few times, and I was so happy that she had the family I knew she deserved.

Living my life I realized you never know what can happen...

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