This came into my head one day

Sonics P.O.V

I woke up in the middle of the night and rolled over, I had another bad dream and Sal and tails. I was worried sick on whether or not they were still alive, I hadn't heard from them in weeks. Sonia and manic didn't seem to notice my waking up though, and that's good. They were worried enough about their robotized family, they didn't need to worry about me. I may be impatient, but I still worry a lot more for my family then I'd admit to them, except for Sal and Tails of course.

I rolled out of bed and speeded onto the top of the van to watch the stars. We were in the middle of the mobian desert, so they were really bright. I wonder how Tails is doing now, is he strong? Or is he injured? I shook my head; there were too many questions I couldn't answer.

"Yo Sonic Man, you up there?" I heard the slow drawl of the voice of manic and froze; I didn't feel like explaining myself right now.

"Of course he is" snapped the squeaky voice of my sis Sonia "where else would he go? He doesn't do speeding off in the middle of the night; at least I don't think he does."

"What do you slow-mo's want?" I tried to sound irritated, but I'm not sure it worked. I needed family right now, but I sure wasn't going to admit that to them or the fact I was thinking about crying.

I saw Manic's head pop up at the top of the van and he yelled down "found him, now how do we deal with him?" he was asking Sonia, who's head had just popped up as well.

"Why are you guys acting like I'm a new zoo beast?" I asked then two seconds later I used my sing-song voice to say "Iiiiii'mmmm waiting."

"Sonic" Manic started as he sat down next to me with Sonia on the other side, signaling there was no escape "has something been bothering you lately?"

I inwardly winced and said "none of your business bro."

"Sonic hedgehog" Sonia bellowed "you can tell us anything and you know that but you have to be so darn stubborn!"

I flinched at her tone and said softly "it's just I'm worried about some people I know, so bug off."

I knew it would only make them more curious, but I am too worried to care at the moment.

"Oh" Sonia said "well why didn't you tell us? We were worried about our families too!"

I shook my head and said "I have more to worry about than uncle chuck, but it's no big thing" I stand up and started to speed off and finish with "their strong enough to protect themselves, I just worry too much for my own good." And with that, I speed into bed, pulling the covers over me.

I wasn't going to show weakness, it was wrong.

I wasn't going to let them hear me cry, they'd worry too much.

I'm impatient, annoying, speedy, and blue.

But that doesn't mean I'm always strong.

That's something even I can't do.

Here's chapter 1! Tell me if you want more or if I should just leave it as a one shot!