Old Doors
Scared of what I might see
If I showed up at your door
Even though I've found the past
To hold love for you more
Scared of who I might find
If I stopped by unannounced
Even though my love for you
Was one day more pronounce
The sun is up & the day is mine
But the night still ends up yours
I lay awake in bed from dreams
That open up old doors
Months have passed without you
Being on my peaceful mind
Yet torment on the inside
Is now sneaking from behind
So are these dreams a simple sign
Of something that is to come?
Or is your chapter in my life
Now closed & finally done?
Thinking of you brings no pleasure
Nor does it bring pain
Yet the unknown purpose of these dreams
Is driving me insane
Trying to get over you
Was worth every single tear
But now these dreams make me believe
Old feelings are still here
My life has grown much brighter
Now that our love grows old
So keep your presence out of my mind
And my heart out of the cold
The future holds love for me greater
Greater than the past
So this must be a consequence
Of getting over you too fast...