[Hey guys! This is why first fan fiction that I've ever written. I'm kind of nervous so reviews are helpful! I really hope you enjoy it! This is going to be a short story so I won't delay writing chapters.]

It's got to be you.

Chapter 1

'I'm sorry, Harvey. I just had to know' those words repeated in his head to many times…

What had just happened? Why did she do it? Harvey thought as he stood in Donna's office, unable to move from the shock.

They had always been close friends and ever since the other time, they hadn't crossed the line like that. But it was Donna's doing, right? Harvey needed to get out of the there, he needed fresh air. He walked out on the roof unaware of the bright New York city lights as all he could think about at that moment was why Donna had just kissed him. He bent down on the balcony railing, almost out of air to breathe.

Donna walked out of the firm quickly as she called a taxi. She got in the taxi when she heard her phone ringing. 'Please don't be Harvey' she thought. As she reached in her bag to grab here phone, she saw a glimpse of the name she had feared the most at that moment. Harvey Specter, it read. She didn't pick it up, it was too much for her to handle at the time. She just wanted to go home and drown her thoughts away.

Harvey walked into his apartment hoping he wouldn't find Paula sitting on his couch. He threw the keys on the counter and sighed. Still in shock, he was pale.

'Harvey, why are you back so early?' she smiled. He closed his eyes at the familiar voice behind him. He looked up. Paula knew something was up, tears were forming in his eyes. 'Harvey are you alright?' she walks over to him.

He steps back. He felt so guilty.

But she's the one who kissed me. It's not cheating if you didn't want to do it. I didn't like it, right. No, I didn't like it, no yes I did like it. Did I like it? Is she in love with me. Harvey's thoughts were drowning him.

'Harvey?' She said with a worried tone. He zoned out. He looked at the blurry image of her in front of him. 'I'm sorry Paula.' he said. He took a few steps back to avoid contact with Paula.

'For what? What's going on, Harvey' she was unsure as if she should leave or not. 'I.. I think you should leave.' he said. 'You need to tell me what's going on, Harvey' she looked at him. 'I can't, Paula. Not now. I need time to... think' he hesitated. 'Is this about the mock-trail? Did something happen to Donna?' A pit in his stomach formed as soon as he heard that name.

'No.. I just need to be alone' he said with a shiver in his voice.

'Harvey, you can tell me' she told him. Harvey wasn't responding, he didn't have the strength to look happy nor fake a smile. He couldn't bare the guilt.

'You can tell me, don't be afra-'

'Donna kissed me… well, we…we kissed' he interrupted, not able to hold it in anymore. He stood up looking at her.

She looked at Harvey in shock, not knowing what to say. 'Paula, I'm so sorry. I promise that I didn't mea-' he said before she interrupted him.

'Are you in love with her Harvey?' Was the only thing she could say in the moment.