This is the letter/note Bulma wrote to Vegeta before taking her own life in "An Innocent Wish". I have been told by some, that the epilogue for the prequel to this story was a bit rushed, and one of the main reasons is that I cut out a great deal actually, because I wanted to use it in this story – this letter being one of those things.

I decided to post the letter alone, because I think I will be referring to it many times through the story, and if some of you had to reread it, it would be easier than if it was part of another chapter.

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Vegeta, please don't hate me for being selfish and choose this way out. I hate myself enough for the two of us… Who am I to tell you not to hate me… it's impossible to hate a person you never cared about, isn't it? But Tracey, you cared for her by instinct, right? Why else would you kill those young ones…

She could have survived. And I don't think about if Goku hadn't been sick. If she had been with a parent, that could protect her, she wouldn't have died. I couldn't defend her in any way. I just watched them beat her up before snapping her neck. Those images will haunt me for the rest of my life, so I cannot bear to live much longer. I watched them kill the most precious being in my world, and yet you only spared her a glance when you sent us off! You don't even deserve to feel one single fraction of parental sorrow by her death! She was too good for you. You could have had her – she would have adored you just as she loved everyone around her. But you wouldn't deserve her love. No father who send of his own child to a planet far away deserves his daughter's love.

I knew the Vegeta who lived with me at Capsule Corp; I was almost able to read his mind. But you… I will never figure out how you could just send us off and still feel enough possessiveness to go mad when they killed my baby.

Even as all this anger swells inside of me, I still long for you… Damn you Vegeta! Why must you torment me so? My most peaceful dream has turned into a living nightmare, and I can't take it any longer. I had an innocent wish: to get my second chance with you and our child. You gave me a child but chose your kingdom over us and therefor she got brutally taken away by your subjects. But I don't blame you for your choice. I blame myself for thinking you would ever consider your family important.

Power and family. Apparently you can only manage to have one of the two, and I doomed myself the day I wished for you to be strong enough to kill Freeza. I had an innocent wish, a wish for my peaceful dream of our future to become reality.

But sometimes innocence is the same as ignorance.

I know Bulma might seem totally out of character, but later in the story all of it will be explained, I promise!