sadstuck: when she cries (depressed reader x kankri)

by shaylovesmusic

when hears things that may or may not be true from meehna she starts to feel lonely and soon becomes depressed and wont do anything not even eat. karkat and kankri become increasingly worried about the girl. soon kankri starts to fall in love with the girl he's been friends with for a long time. what will he do to protect her? will he tell her about his feelings?

1. memories

((a/n:: ok so this is my first homestuck fanfiction please dont kill me. I know that some of the characters are a bit ooc so im sorry. Anyways here it is. There will be foul language, disruptive parts, and some bloody and gruesome moment as well. Keep in mind that this is a sadstuck fanfiction. Please comment and heart. I also don't own homestuck or anything on this but the plot. All credit for homestuck goes to Andrew Hussie.))

~dream starts~

I was running around with karkat in his back yard when I saw him. I stopped and smiled at a boy that looks like an older version of karkat but he was wearing a candy red sweater. This was the first time I have ever seen him. It was then that karkat pulled me behind a tree.

"Who was that kitty?" I asked sweetly and innocent. This made him groan out of annoyance at the nickname I had given him when we first met. Of course the fact that he hates the nickname is why I keep calling him by it.

"That's kankri, my older brother fuckass. AND STOP CALLING ME KITTY!" He said, the last part louder than he intended which drew the attention of his brother. I heard him walk over here and stop in back of karkat.

"Karkat please refrain from yelling, especially at a young girl like your friend here. It could be highly triggering to others who might hear you. You should really think about things like this." I heard him say with a sigh. I found the sound of his voice so calming and sweet. It made me smile and giggle a bit.

Karkat simply groaned in annoyance then grabbed my arm and dragged me inside mumbleing something extremely stupid. I now know that karkat and kankri never get along. Soon after entering the house we ran into the signless who was in the kitchen.

"Oh karkat… who is this young lady?" I heard him ask in a kind voice that made me giggle. "I'm _. It's nice to meet you." I said sweetly. This seemed to shock the signless but at the same time made him smile. Karkat simply grumbled again then dragged me away from the kitchen to the living room. "What movie so you want to watch fuckass?" karkat asked with his usual bitter attitude. Of course this always got on my nerves but hey if I can stand Dave and dirk then I can stand this.

"You choose kitty." I said simply making sure that I didn't show any signs of being uncomterable.

~end dream~

I woke up a bit startled that I had a dream about my past here on skaia.