Author's Note:

A.N---Hello, everyone that might read this, this is my first FanFic. So go easy on me please lol. I can take constructive advice, just nothing to terribly harsh. But I know I am not a very good speller so I will do my best;)
I came up with idea like really out of nowhere; I promise this is all my own work and idea's. Will post when I can and I am a teenager so it could be hard for me sometimes. I also have a fractured wrist, which kinda makes it hard lol.
Most of these characters are Stephenie Meyer's and I have thought of two kinds ways to do this story.
So i may make another one like with a different beginning.
Plus New Moon is my favorite book then Breaking Dawn ;)
Well I hope you enjoy, this takes place after Edward leaves Bella.

Side Note; This is not exactly like New Moon there some events that will happen in my story that are totally different then New Moon.

Chapter 1 Why and How come?? BPOV

When I thought my life was perfect everything came crashing down and disintegrating in front of my very own eyes. My life was complete with him. I still can't say his name, I can barely think it with out breaking down, and crumpling in front of everyone. My life with him was amazing, outstanding, words cannot describe the way I loved him, and thought that he loved me, but I guess I was wrong. I had never felt so much love for one person. He made moving to Forks worth something.
His words still haunt me, and make my body agonize.
I remember these words so strongly like they were said right to my face every time I thought them....
Flash Back
We got my house after him asking if it was okay if he could come over. I was quite relieved that he asked to come over.
He turned to me and said "Come for a walk with me" before i could say anything he was tugging on my hand pulling in to the forest a crossed my house. I could tell from right there that is was not going to be good.
I was still kinda in shock when he began talking the words didn't really click until I told him I would come with him, to where he was going i would go too.
Then he said, "Bella, I don't want you to come with me."
Did he really just say those words to me?? At that moment he said those words to my face, everything we had flashed in front of my eyes. Almost causing me to diminish right in front of him.
I asked very overwhelmed now with thick emotion "You...don't...want me?"
His words cut me so deep beyond repair.

I came back to the present not knowing when i began thinking those words like sting of a million bees; I wished they would over power me and kill me.

When I was back to my body after being far away with the words that always cut me so so deep to the bottomless pit of my heart, i realized someone waving their hand in front of my face. Oh! crap this was Charlie I had tried so hard to hide it from him, to show him I was getting back to normal.
"Bells??" Charlie said with sadness in his voice
"Yes dad?" I said trying to erase his words for my mind.
"You Ok??" he asked with concern