First time
KyouyaxKaoru
Song by Lifehouse
Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran High School Host Club.
A/N: A little songfic for ya. Enjoy. Oh, and I changed all the 'she's in the song to he's.
We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide
Kyouya looked into his eyes. They looked exactly like them he saw in the mirror every morning. They were longing for something. They were longing for someone to love, someone to hold, just like his own. Both of them hadn't made a move. They were afraid to be broken again. So they hid from each other, hid from their feelings. They looked away when their eyes met.
Looking at you
Holding my breath
For once in my life
I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance
Letting you inside
Kyouya looked at Kaoru. He had decided to take a chance. He had decided to go for it. Kyouya was scared to say the least. He didn't want to be broken again. But his eyes. He could see in the others eyes, that he needed this as much as Kyouya did. He knew if he let Kaoru inside, he would have the chance to hurt him, the chance to break him down. But he had decided to go for it anyways. He needed someone.
Feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love
He says for the first time
He looked into a couple of scared eyes. He had asked Kaoru to stay behind after host club today. To Kyouya's own surprise he felt his heart beat faster in his chest. It felt like he was alive. He was filled with emotions. "It feels like being in love".
Maybe I'm wrong I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love
To feel for the first time
He wasn't supposed to fall in love. But he did. This was wrong, but it felt so right. His fingers on his skin, the gentle touches, his lips. It didn't feel like it was forbidden. It felt right. So it was. He felt happy for once in his life. Not the I-have-just-made-alot-of-money-happy, but real happiness. His fingers itched to touch him. Their mouths met. This was right.
The world that I see inside you
Wanting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes
When he looked into Kaoru's eyes, he saw a world of possibilities. He saw all the thing they could do, all these feelings. He was waiting for someone to wake him up. This couldn't be true. This couldn't be real. But no matter how many times he pinched himself, Kaoru still kissed him.
Looking at you
Holding my breath
For once in my life
I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance
Letting you inside
We're crashing into the unknown
We're lost in this but it feels like home
Neither of them knew how to do this right. Neither of them had felt like this before. Neither of them had been able to feel before now. They let their hands do as they felt, let their mouths say the words they wanted to hear. It felt right.
I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky under my skin
Like being in love
He says for the first time
They felt alive every time they touched, every time they thought of each other. It felt like flying. "It feels like being in love" Kaoru said.
Maybe I'm wrong I'm feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love
To feel for the first time
This was right.