Monday 17th April
Dear Diary…
Its becoming harder and harder everyday because each time a patient is transferred to another ward or surgery Max always comes to take them. He smiles at me at least that's a sign he likes me as a friend.
But as much as I would want to get with him I can't bring myself to express my feelings towards him I don't know why. He's thirteen years younger than me but I havent took a liking to someone this much since Nick left. When Nick left it was if my whole world was crashing down in front of me and I was powerless to stop it. But since Max arrived it was as if Nick never existed and sometimes I even think that he may of never existed, I mean he was everything I looked or in a man plus more.
Connie and I have talked and have become close friends . Its hard been clinical lead all the meetings and stress. I had another complaint filed today from a patient about the same doctor. If I get one more complaint about Caleb I will have to get rid of him. Ever since he started he has caused bother for all the staff but I think Connie has taken a liking to him. Whenever she can she hangs out with Cal whether its her break or treating a patient.
Well it's getting late now and I have an early shift in the morning so I should go.
Yours sincerely
Zoe
xx