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On Trial - Chapter One - Heart Break

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Four years… it had been four whole years since the Mariemaia incident. Heero was working as a Preventer and had been for quite a while. He had gone on several suicide missions. Yet somehow, he always came back alive. He had become more secluded and depressed. He loved Relena, deep down he knew it was true. However, he also knew that she deserved better than him. Heero would run into her every once in a while. He would try to pretend like nothing was wrong. Inside, though, he was empty and he wanted to put an end to his pain.

" Heero." Duo called waving a hand in front of the serious pilot's face.

" What is it? "

" Une wants to talk to ya. "

Heero nodded and walked down the hall into his superior's office.

" You wanted to see me. "

" Yes, sit down please. "

" Okay. "

" There's a big party tonight at the Peacecraft's."

" Yes, I am aware of that. "

" The party will be open to many people, and I think it would be best to give her a bodyguard."

" Let me guess…me. "

" That's right. "

" Fine, I'll do it. "

" All right. It starts in about half an hour. Another thing. What's wrong with you? Lately, you've looked like a lifeless zombie. "

" I do not have to answer personal questions coming from my superiors. "

" I'm not asking as a superior, I'm asking as a friend. "

" All the pilots have someone that cares about them. A home to go to. Duo has Hilde. Quatre has Dorothy. Wufei has Sally. Trowa has his sister, Cathrine. And Zechs has Noin. "

" You want someone to care about you ? "

" It's not that. It's just that I've never belonged anywhere. I've never had a home to go to. "

" Well…just never give up on life. "

" Hn. "

With that, Heero left the Preventer building and took off to the Peacecraft Mansion.

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Heero went to the front door, knocked, as was somewhat greeted by Millardo.

" Yuy, what are you doing here? "

" I'm Relena's bodyguard for the party. "

" Fine. "

" 'Fine.' That's it. No threats, no hostility. "

" That's right. You know why Yuy? I'm happy. My sister is going out with a great guy tonight. He's rich, handsome, and he deserves her. In other words, he is everything you're not. So you see, tonight nothing can destroy my good mood. Not even scum like you. "

" Nice to see you, too. Where is she? "

" She'll be coming down shortly. "

As if on cue, Relena walked down the stairs. She was wearing a white dress that showed off all of her curves. She looked stunning. All Heero could do was stare as she gracefully made her way down the stairs. Millardo noticed this and elbowed him. Heero gave Millardo a glare and turned his attention towards Relena.

" Hello, Relena. Lady Une assigned me as your bodyguard for the evening. "

" Okay. First, I have to wait for Trent. He's my date for this evening. "

What kind of name is Trent? Sounds like some rich stuck up guy to me. Heero thought. What do you care? It's not like you could be with her anyway. That last thought cut Heero like a knife. A look of sorrow crossed his features. Millardo saw this and decided to use this to his advantage.

" Yes, Trent and Relena have been going out for some time. It's only a matter of time before wedding bells are ringing. "

Heero's fists balled up at the thought. But quickly relaxed. She deserves a good guy like him. But that name. I've heard it before.

Relena saw pain in Heero's eyes and quickly changed the subject.

" So, how are things at the Preventers? "

" Hn. " Heero said snapping out of his thoughts.

" Oh, their fine. Nothing new. "

Silence started to consume the room like a cloud. Millardo was glaring at Heero. Heero's bangs were covering his downcast eyes, and Relena was trying to find out what was wrong with him. Does he still care about me? She wondered. Just before the silence got unbearable, the door bell rang.

" It's probably Trent. " Relena said as she answered the door.

" Hello, Trent. "

The man stepped through the door and was immediately check over by Heero. He had dirty blond hair that looked a lot like Relena's. He was skinny and he was about six feet tall, one inch shorter than Heero. He looked like a poll. He was far from handsome in Heero's opinion. Heero let a small laugh escape his mouth. The three other occupants in the room looked in his direction.

" Sorry. Let's go you two. "

" Fine…uh…your name was… " Trent began as he stumbled for Heero's name.

" Heero. Heero Yuy. " Heero said.

" Yes. Fine, Heero. First, I want to give Relena something. " Trent pulled out a long black velvet box. He handed it to Relena.

Relena slowly opened it and found a diamond bracelet. A look of shock and happiness made its way to her face.

" It's beautiful. Thank you. " Relena said as she gave Trent a light kiss on the lips.

" No problem, Baby. "

Baby? Heero thought in disgust. Please! And that kiss didn't make me happy either.

" Let's go. " Heero sadly said.

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The party was uneventful. There were no threats that required Heero's concern. If any came up, though, Heero wouldn't have noticed, because his attention was on a particular couple. All night Heero witnessed Trent and Relena dancing nonstop. They were dancing way too close in his opinion. Every time he looked up Relena would have a smile on her face. Part of that made him happy, but at the same time, he wanted to kill Trent. Towards the end of the evening, Relena got tired and laid her head on Trent's chest. Heero was on a bench in the garden thinking about the previous events.

I'm gonna kill that man.

Why? Relena's happy so don't bother her.

What does he have that I don't?

Money, charm, and a heart. You don't have any of those.

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Think about it. He can give her everything she wants. She'll be treated like the angel she is. What can you give her?

My love.

Your love? Ha your emotions were erased from you a long time ago. You can't love. Even if you two were together, the people would rebel. If that would happen, all your pain would be in vain.

That last logical conclusion ended Heero's battle between his semi-emotional side and his logical side. Well, that decides it. My life is empty. I should end my pain now. Heero put a gun to his temple and put his finger on the trigger.

" Goodbye, Relena. "

Before he could pull the trigger, his ears picked up two voices. His instinct kicked in and he followed his ears to the fountain area. When he got there he noticed Relena and Trent laughing. He decided to watch the two and crept into a near by branch to listen more.

" Who is that Heero? " Trent asked.

" He is a former Gundam pilot. "

" Are you two friends or anything like that? "

" Yeah. Kind of anyway. He is always there for me. "

She still has feelings for him. Trent thought. That could be a problem later when I try to eliminate him. But if I marry her, she won't suspect me at all.

" Relena, I love you with all my heart. And I want to always have you at my side. Relena Peacecraft will you marry me? " Trent asked as he opened a box revealing an engagement ring.

Marry him?! But Heero…he's the person I love. But being with Heero will not help keep the people united. Being with Trent will. My heart will have to wait. I must do what's right for the people.

" Yes. " Relena sadly answered.

Trent leaned over and kissed Relena. Relena felt her heart break at that moment. She wasn't the only one…

In the bushes, Heero had heard Relena's answer. He too felt his heart shatter at the three letter word. He felt a strange wetness on his face. He looked up expecting to see rain, but found none. He realized that he was crying…

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Relena went to bed after her and Trent discussed some plans for the wedding. They were to be wed in a week and Relena planned to announce her decision to the public tomorrow.

Relena started up at her ceiling. Her face and pillows both soaked with the tears of sorrow she had shed. She had done the right thing for the people, but her heart was in immense pain knowing that her and her hero would never be able to be together. She thought of all the times he had protected her. She finally fell to sleep. Her eternal protector the only person on her mind…

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To Be Continued…

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ND: What do ya think? I know the title of the story still remains a mystery, but trust me it will all come together soon…

On Trial - Chapter 1 - Heart Break

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