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Dear Darren, February 13, 2011

Today, you smiled at me. It's been a while. In fact, I can remember exactly when you last smiled at me.

It was one year ago tomorrow and we were sharing a milkshake at that resturant where we first me. We were having a grand time and... you just smiled at me. Just smiled. That smile haunts me sometimes. Who would have thought that one week later, we would go our separate ways. Maybe it was for the best.

We both had different dreams, you and I. You wanted to become an actor and I wanted to be a writer. But sometimes, late at night, when I can't sleep, I hold my chammomile tea and think what would've happened if we hadn't split.

And maybe, someday I'll give you these letters. The ones I've been writing since we've met.

Thoughfully yours, Julia

February 19, 2011

Dear Darren,

Today you wore that plaid shirt I love. You've brought your girlfriend. Her name is Mia. She's very pretty. Maybe you've forgotten, Darren, but today's the day we visit Joe's grave. We share our favorite memories of him. One of mine was when he dressed as Mama Umbridge and spoke in that voice all night, except when he got drunk at Dylan's party. I miss him. More than I realized.

He was such a good friend and I know his death hit LoLo hard in the gut. She seems ok now, Joey's got her. I drew a picture today. Moj insisted I draw something. I haven't drawn anything since you've left. We miss you, Dare. I'm currently writing an autobiography (yes I know). It's the sixth time I've tried to publish it. Hopefully it will be published one day soon.

Maybe someday I'll give you these letters. The ones I've been writing since we've met.

Lovingly yours, Julia

February 28, 2011

Dear Darren,

I write this as I'm sitting by the river. So peaceful here. Today, you called me by my name instead of "you." You also wore my favorite plaid shirt again. Do you know how to do laundry, Dare? Sometimes, I think you do it just to torture me. I drew another picture today. Moj says he's happy that I've begun to draw again.

I saw Mia today. She seemed to be having a lot of fun with a guy friend. I'm wondering if I should tell you, but maybe it's nothing to worry about. You'd probably laugh at me. I always used to hate it when you laughed at me, but now... I kind of miss it. Moj has been very nice to me. He has a girlfriend now, you know. Her name's Tessa and she's really funny.

Sometimes Moj feeds my cats for me. I forget sometimes. The forest by the river makes me feel like a princess. I like that feeling.

Maybe someday I'll give you these letters. The ones I've been writing since we've met.

Royally yours, Julia

AN: I hope you guys liked the story so far. Throw some reviews my way. It's my first ever fanfic!