A little one shot I created about Èponine's thoughts as she walks away from Marius after her tells her to find Cossette.
Screaming. I could be screaming and he wouldn't hear me. Not only is he blind, but he is also deaf. And gone. I could almost reach him. I was so close. I could feel it. But he slipped through my grasp and landed in the hands of another girl. I girl that I hadn't seen in years. Would she reconize me? Would she hear my screaming? I don't know. I needed somebody to hear my screams. But nobody does.
I once had a dream that everybody in Paris was silent. So I climbed to the top of the elephant statue and screamed an scremed and screamed. Nobody heard me. Nobody even looked up.
"Why don't you answer me? Why don't you care? I'm screaming and you won't even look up!" I yell.
Maybe they are dead. Maybe I am dead. Maybe we all are.
Marius. He is the one who killed me.
"Why do you waste your time on him?" Azelma asks.
"Because I love him."
"How do you know?" she asks.
"Just by looking at him."
"Why doesn't he look at you?"
She is right. He will never love me. He is blind and he is deaf and he is gone.
I laugh humorlessly.
What sort of life is this? Was I just put on this earth to feel misery? To be in pain while people ignore my screams? What is this? Why me? Why me?
"WHY ME?" I scream.
But no one hears that either.
You know what? Marius can find his Lark on his own.
I walk to the bridge.
I climb up on the edge.
I jump.
I scream on last scream.
But no one heard that either.
Yeah. I have know idea what that was. Anyyywayyyyy... Reveiw. Cuz I wanna hear your opinion on... Whatever that was.